A throwback chapter about their good conversation in Santorini.
SPG
Kathryn's POV
"Bally, okay ka lang?" He asked me while drying his hair with a small towel.
We're married, for the second time.
And we're here in a hotel room, and we'll do our second honeymoon.
Second?
Nakaupo lang ako sa kama, nakatulala.
"Yes," I smiled at him. ".... love." I added.
I said I'll let go, I said I'll forgive, I'll forget.
Pero parang hindi pa rin bumabalik sa dati 'tong naramramdaman ko?
I love DJ, so much.
Pero bakit parang hindi pa rin ako komportable sa mga sinasabi niya, sa mga kilos niya?
Ganito ba talaga 'to?
Ang hirap hirap naman.
Pero alam ko namang this challenge will make our relationship grow stronger.
Than before.
Masasanay rin ako, babalik rin ako sa dati.
Sa dati na komportable ako sa piling ni Daniel.
"Hindi ka pa rin ba okay saakin?" He asked.
I can see sadness in his eyes nang tinanong niya ako.
But what can I do? Pretend that everything's fine sa nararamdaman ko?
"I'm so sorry," I stood up and searched for my black silk sleeping robe. ".... I'll just sleep on our kids' hotel room." I walked papalapit sa pinto pero hinawakan niya muna ang braso ko.
"Wala na nga akong katabi, wala pang good night kiss?" He flashed a sad face infront of me like a boy begging for milk.
Lumapit ako sa kanya and hugged him.
I sat on his lap and wrapped my arms on his neck.
"I'm so sorry, love. Maybe we just can, uhm," I looked down. I can't stare at his eyes. Para akong natutunaw. "... fix this tomorrow. I love you so much." I finally looked at him and kissed him shortly.
"I love you too, but bal, can I kiss you longer?" He asked me.
Wala akong nagawa kundi sundin ang gusto niya.
Gusto ko rin naman eh.
He's kissing me, full of care and agressiveness at the same time.
I can't explain it properly but I know and I feel that this is what I truly missed.
His kisses were immediately answered by mine.
Our kisses were so fast. We're like pleading for each other's lips.
"I love you so much, mahal ko." He said while kissing my neck and removing the knot of my robe too.
I felt his warm hands inside my thin red nightie, touching every part of my chest.
"Ugh, J." I whimpered as he tweak the peak of my mountain while still leaving marks on my neck.
