I'll Be There For You [Destiel]

Never Let It End

"You're in mostly honors classes, I noticed." Dean said, not exactly surprised.

"Mhm, it's not really that difficult, just goes faster." I said back, nodding.

"So, it's like the same thing but you don't take your time on it? He said in a confused tone. I nodded.

"That's accurate." I went back to paying attention to my homework but it was difficult, Dean was sitting about six inches away from me. I wanted to take his face in my hands and kiss him better than the drunk one. One he'd never forget. But I know that Dean would lose respect for me.. I sighed and I could feel his eyes looking over at me.

"What?" He asked. I thought for a minute.

"Just confused on this problem.." I lied, knowing that I could never fulfill my fantasy.

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"Oh, okay, you need help?" I asked, trying to be nice. He shook his head.

"No thank you, I got it now." Castiel said, smiling. I nodded and went back to my work. My head was spinning, I knew I didn't like him, well, like that, but whenever I was near him, my body felt warm.. I don't know. I glanced over at him discreetly, I could feel myself trying not to smile. The way his eyebrows furrowed when he was confused.. What are you saying Dean?! You're turning into a disappointment to your father! I rubbed the back of my neck and took a deep breath. Cas should know I can't stop thinking of him.. I could feel my hands getting sweaty in nervousness.

"C..Cas..?" I whispered, hoping he wouldn't hear me. Unfortunately, he did.

"Yeah, Dean." He answered. I stopped, I couldn't do it, I was too nervous but on the other hand, I didn't even know what I was going to say.

"I need to talk to you about something.." My mind said, without my consent. I mentally swore at myself.

"What i... Is it about.. Never mind. What is it?" He said, looking down, blushing slightly. I took a deep breath.

"The.. K..K.. kiss.." I said, quietly. Cas shot his head up but looked at me slowly.

"Dean, we were drunk, it wa-."

"It's just that. It was nothing but I can't stop thinking of you or the kiss since then. Okay?" I rudely interrupted. I heard Cas sigh as I looked away. "Maybe I should go.." I said, standing up.

"No.. Dean, I spent all my time that I've known you thinking that you hate me and because of a dare you ask me out on a date and we drunk kissed and now you're telling me that you can't stop thinking of me?!" He somewhat yelled. "I bet you don't even know, do you? I've liked you for a while and by saying that I'm in your head a lot and leaving right after really fucks with my head..." I looked at him weird, I've never heard him swear before.

"Cas, I'm honestly speechless.. I didn't mean to mess with your head." I said, Cas stood up. "I'm sorry.. I shouldn't have brought it up.. I should prob-." I felt Cas' lips crash into mine. At this point, I didn't care if I was making my dad disappointed. If he really loved me as a son, he's accept that I kiss who I want. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him in closer, moving our lips in sync. He pulled away.

"I'm sorry..." He said, looking disappointed. I shook me head.

"Don't be." I leaned my lips back into his and planted a little peck to his lips. I never noticed how bright Cas' smile was.

"I'm sure this is the last time you'll ever do that and I suppose this will be the last time we actually talk so..."

"Don't talk like that. I'm sorry, I shouldn't of asked out on the date, you wouldn't be saying that.." I said, trying not to have a chick-flick moment.

"Dean.." He looked down

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I did my best to hold it in, and I did.

"Never mind.." I said out loud but my mind said 'I love you.'

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