I'll Be There For You [Destiel]

I'm Sorry

*Dean's POV*

"Well..." I started. I didn't know how to word it. I know I promised that it'd be in public but I'm never open with anyone like that. Not even a girl, let alone Cas. "I'm just not used to public dates yet.. To be honest, the only dates I've been on with someone was just in a bar.. Never in an actual public place.." I said, trying to make him smile because you could see the worried look on his face. He sighed in relief.

"Oh thank God.. I thought you were going to say that you didn't want to go.." He chuckled.

"Heh, no, I was the one who asked you. Remember?" I said.. I didn't know what else to say.. "So.. I'll see you around.. Eight?" I asked. Cas nodded.

"That's fine." He smiled.

"Okay." I said, walking down the stairs, Cas following behind, slowly.

"Okay, once you reach the bottom, take a left instead of going straight then down the hall to the door." He whispered.

"Thanks." I said, pulling him into a brief hug before turning down the hall. I pushed open the door and walked out to the front, getting into my car. I started up the engine but didn't back out of the drive way. I placed my hand on the back of my neck, shifted, then pulled out away from Cas's house. I grabbed my phone a dialed my dad's number.

"Hello?" He said.

"Dad.. It's Dean.." I stuttered.

"Hi, haven't talked to you since our little.. Falling out." Little..? If he thinks slapping me repeatedly because I brought up the mistake is a little fight, I don't want to get into a big one with him.

"Yeah, I know. About that.. I know you don't like me talking about it, I understand, I don't either but we need to talk about it." I said, sternly. He was silent for a minute.

"There's nothing to talk about, Dean." He sighed. I rolled my eyes.

"Yes there is. Like why you flipped out in the first place!" I snapped.

"That's not important." He was obviously hiding something. Big or small, it's important.

"Yes it is, dad! I want to know why you thought it was soo wrong that I kissed some guy when I was younger. Are you just insanely against that kind of stuff or is there something you're hiding from me." I shouted into the phone.

"Dean.. This would be easier in person. Stop by the house, Sam's out at the park with that Novak girl." He sighed in guilt.

"Okay. And Madisyn." I pointed out.

"What...?" You could here his confusion.

"Her name is Madisyn." I chuckled slightly.

"..Okay?" I hung up the phone, ending the conversation. I didn't want to keep the phone to my ear and the speaker didn't work. I turned onto my father & Sam's street and drove towards my old house. The memories came flooding back to me. The fights, the abuse, the cries.. I switched the car off and headed inside. I stopped before turning the handle. I took a deep breath and walked in.

"Dean.. I'm sorry.."

*Sam's POV*

I placed my arm around Madi's waist.

"So, what do you want to do?" I asked, getting tired of trying to out throw each other with rocks. She shrugged.

"I'm not sure, doesn't matter with me." She beamed. I loved her smile.

"Well.. We could go to my house or yours. Doesn't matter." I smiled back at her.

"It's better to go to yours because Dean & Cas are at mine." She commented. My smile faded and my eyes went wide.

"Why is Dean there...? What were they doing?" I questioned. My father would not like this..

"They were in Cas's room.. Just hanging out.. Why?" Madisyn looked really confused. I closed my eyes and looked down.

"Doesn't matter." I choked out. "Let's just go to my house then." I changed the subject quickly.

"Okay..?" She said, obviously still confused but went with it.

(Hello there, wild thornberries. Erm.. Sorry for the cliffhanger when Dean went to John's house. I was saving it for the next chapter. But Sam and Madisyn are togetherish, yay. Who wants to see more of them or just stay with them appearing now and then..? I blabbering. I love you all!! c; <3 )