I'll Be There For You [Destiel]

Epilouge (sad)

-Cas's POV-

Sixty three. Sixty three years after we got married and I'm still in love with Dean the way I was when I was twenty one. I still loved him when he accidently dropped my favorite mug. And I still loved him after all of our stupid arguments. I still loved him when they dropped his casket into the ground. It was a heart attack that got him three months ago. I told him those burgers were going to have their revenge. He would always say "let 'em, I'll fight back." And that's what he did, he fought to stay alive even when the doctors put him into a coma so he didn't become restless and confused. It was my idea to pull the plug, the doctors knew he wasn't getting better and I had too much hope but I swear I heard his voice. He told me to let him free. It was hard on me, even harder on our daughter.

We adopted Carson when we were thirty five, I think we saved her in a way. She came from an abusive family before that and was in and out of foster homes, not a good life for a four year old. Carson, her son, and I still visit Dean every thursday at three. We bring him pebbles that we think are interesting, his idea. He thought flowers weren't a good way to show love to someone, he said that after I bought him flowers. I swear, when I go to sleep every night, I can still hear him tell me he loves me. I see him now and again too, I just wish he was still here with me. I still remember his last words he said to me.

"Dammit Cas, you treat me too good."

(I'm not very good at endings, to be honest I didn't want this to end. I'm getting really emotional right now, just thought I'd let ya know. I can't think of anything other than thank you for actually reading this, I thought this was just going to be another failed attempt at making a fanfic. I made friends because of this and for once, I'm actually pretty happy. {despite the fact that I'm crying, I'm happy} I'm just rambling now so I should probably end this here. I LOVE YOU ALL TOO MUCH, IT'S ACTUALLY UNHEALTHY.<3 c;)