I'll Be There For You [Destiel]

This Isn't The Real Me (Part Two)

"Cas are you okay?" Sam asked, placing a hand on my shoulder, I realized I had been staring into space.

"Not really.. You aren't the Sam I know, where am I?" I said, looking around the room. He cocked his head and furrowed his eybrows.

"What do you mean I'm not the Sam you know? I know you took a bump to the head multiple times but you've known me for six years." I looked around and realized that Dean wasn't in the room with us.

"Where's Dean? I need Dean. And Madi? Sam where am I?" I said, my heart beating quicker. I sat down in the chair beside us and held the tears back. Why am I here?

"Dean's gone, remember? The reason you got messed up is because you went out to find him. And who the hell is Madi? What's going on with you, Cas?" I looked over at Sam and glared at him.

"Madi is my little sister but what do you mean Dean's gone? What happened to him?" Sam looked down and turned away, avoiding my question. "Sam, answer me!" I demanded. Again, ignored. I got up from the chair and walked out of the unfamiliar room and into the air outside. I reached for my phone but found an empty pocket. Great, no way to find Dean. An idea struck, I could just go to Lawrence, go to our house, hope that Dean and Madi answer the door. The only problems, no way there and Dean probably won't be there. I felt my back and stomach begin to tingle and suddenly, I was in front of my home. I looked at the driveway, no Impala, only a truck and a small convertable. I sighed and tears rolled down my cheeks.

"Hey mister, are you alright?" I heard a small familiar voice say. I looked down to see my neighbor I stole the bike from.

"Kim, hey! Please tell me you know where Dean is." I asked. She looked at me as if I was crazy.

"Who's Dean? And how did you know my name?" I sighed, it was no use. I turned away and walked down the street, ignoring her yells for me to answer her. If I could just find them both, I wish I could go home. Home.. I quickly ran down the street, thinking of my destination. It would be my only hope. Once I reached the door, I knocked, hard. The woman that opened the door looked just as shocked as I was.

"...Mom?" I asked, lip trembling. She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"N-Nick.. Come here.." She yelled in a soft voice before pulling me into a giant hug. "Jimmy, I'm so glad you came back. We thought you were dead." I wanted to pull away when she said Jimmy but couldn't, I've missed her hugs way too much. My father, Madi, and Gabe came into view and they instantly paled before wrapping me in their arms. Mixes of 'where were you all these years' and 'we've missed you so much' was all I heard. I didn't know how to feel. Once they all let go, I found my voice.

"I've missed you guys, more than words can describe, but how long have I been gone?" Again, I recieved the look as if I was crazy.

"Seven years." Gabe said, he didn't say anything to me while in the hug. "Seven freakin' years you've been missing. You left Madi and I alone. We thought you were.. Dead."

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I finally reached home. It was official, Cas was no where to be found. I let out a scream and punched the steering wheel in anger. There was no where he would've gone without telling either Madi or me. He would've at least took his phone if he decided to leave. I thought of the bright light my neighbor was talking about. Something could've came and taken him. It sounded impossible but I've heard crazier. I pulled back out of the driveway, two destintions in mind.

(HELLO! I'm beyond sorry for not updating in months, Honestly, there's been so much going on that I almost abandonned this story. I can't say how happy your comments make me and seeing all of your encouraging words have helped me. There is bad news though, the end of this story is coming closer. It's not as close as you might think but it's nearing. I wanted to update this before season 10 started. It's not as long as I wanted it to be but it's something. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO SO SO MUCH. <3 c; )