I'll Be There For You [Destiel]

Insecurities

My eyes widened as I read that last message rougly a hundred times.

"You leave Sam out of this, he has nothing to do with your hate for me you sick bastard." I replied. I hope he was just kidding around, trying to get me angry but I know him, he's working with Sam. I began to pace, the anger was boiling all throughout my body. I heard Cas's footsteps approaching me but I didn't care. All I cared about was Sam's well-being.

"Dean?" Cas asked, you could hear the worry in his voice. "Dean, what happened?" He placed a hand on my shoulder which calmed me down a little but I pushed it off.

"Crowley. He has Sam working with him and I don't know what to do. I just.. I.." I clenched my eyes shut and placed my fist to my forehead. I let out a long breath and I looked at Cas. "I'm really worried. We need to talk to Sam." I said before calling him. It went straight to voicemail.

"Sam! I need to talk to you, call me." I became even more worried, the only time his phone ever goes to voicemail is when something bad it going on. I called my dad.

"Hello?" He said, someting about his tone of voice made me worry.

"Something's going on with Sam. He's wor-"

"I know, Dean. I know who he's working with. I've been trying to reach him and he's not picking up. Come here and help me." He demanded.

"His phone would just go to voicemail. I'll be there in a minute." I said before hanging up. I looked at Cas who had a worried look. "I'm leaving, stay here or come with me, it doesn't matter." I said, grabbing my keys and exiting the house. I turned back half expecting Cas to be behind me, he wasn't. I started the car and headed towards my dad's.

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I watched as Dean left, normally I would go with him but I feel like I would just be a bother. I turned back and checked the time. 3:52. Shit, I'm late for work! I quickly pulled my shoes on, grabbed the house key, locked the doors before making sure everything was off, and ran out. I got there in about fifteen minutes. I mentally thanked myself for applying close to home as I entered the store. I went to the backroom to clock in and apologize to the manager for being late.

"Novak, you're late." She said in a displeased tone.

"I'm sorry about that, my boyfriend and I were trying to figure something out. It won't happen again, I promise." I said in a tone that said desperation. She chuckled softly.

"I was just kidding, I'm not upset, it's just your first day, no big deal." I let out a breath of relief.

"Oh thank God." I said under my breath as I clocked in. The shift went by at an average speed but towards the last half hour, it seemed to slow. I watched as a man walked in with his daughter and head towards the candy section. I felt self-conscious as he kept staring at me, not blinking. I tried to be as polite as I could when they came up to the counter.

"Castiel, nice name." He said, putting the candy onto the counter.

"Thank you," I said, smiling softly.

"What's the last name, still Novak or is it Winchester now?" He said, smirking.

"Excuse me?" I said in the nicest way possible.

"You know, your little boyfriend has no chance trying to get that brother of his away from Crowley. I know what he's planning and believe me, Dean won't stand a chance." He said, his eyes turning black. I gasped and backed up slightly, putting on hand onto the store phone under the counter. "Now now Castiel, calling Dean won't help any. He'll just tell you to fuck off or stop interferring with this. You're just always in the way when it comes to this stuff." He walked out with the little girl who I assume is another demon. I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks but brushed them away quickly so no customers saw. I checked the time and saw that my shift was done. I walked to the back room to check out and grab my stuff. I hurried home, I just want to get away from there. How the demons even know how to find me? I unlocked the door and entered the empty house. I wish Madi stayed home instead, stupid social life.

I want to call Dean but I can't stop thinking of what that Demon said, would I just be in the way? Dean should know that there was a demon talking to me about the current situation. I decided to text him.

"There was a demon at work, it said that he knows what Crowley is planning and that you apparently stand no chance." I put my phone down and decided to make dinner. I didn't know how much to make considering I had no idea if Dean was coming home tonight or staying with John. I made a two person meal and put all the stuff I didn't eat in the fridge for Dean if he returns. I checked the clock, 10:27. I decided to go to sleep. I went to the bathroom then brushed my teeth. All I could think of was Dean. What if he gets hurt and I'm not there to help him. I grabbed my phone to see if I had any new texts, none.I went to the bedroom and pulled the covers up to my chin and drifted slowly to sleep.

(I'm so sorry for the long wait, I'm not going to just say that there's a lot of stuff going on, I'll tell the truth. I'm not okay but I'm trying my hardest to keep updating for you guys. Please don't be angry if there's a longer wait for the update, I'm trying. If you want updates for the story, follow my twitter @deaninmyass Thank you soooo much for continuing to read this, it means so much to me. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! <3 c; )