Forever (Nathan Sykes FF)

As Long As You Protect Me

VERONICA'S POV:

"Veronica... I really am sorry! You know I never wanted to hurt you."


Heard that so many times before.


"Sure." I mumbled as I looked at my lap.

"What?" They all asked in unison.

"Sure." I shrugged.

"I only wanted to protect you! You know that!" Nathan pleaded.

Fuck it.

"Really? Well then I guess your wrong 'cause I don't know that." I snapped.

"What?" He asked shocked.

"I don't know that, Nathan! You say that over and over but I end up getting hurt over and over again! How do you expect me to believe it?" I questioned.

"Veronica, if you please just listen-"

"No, you listen... I went through hell knowing that my Best Friend was in a Hospital and I couldn't do anything about it! You were begging for help but I couldn't help you. I couldn't even see you! God, I hated myself for it! I had nightmares Every night! Nightmares of you! You... You Not making it! I didn't want to eat. I thought, 'Hey, Nathan's in the Hospital because of me, I don't deserve to eat. I don't deserve to be happy!' I cried myself to sleep, each night knowing that you weren't there next to me! You weren't there to tell me everything was going to be okay! I went through hell, Nathan!" I spat through tears. Nathan had his head in his hands while he cried.

Look what I just did... Wow I really am stupid.

"I-I know I've mest up-"

"Mm Hm..."

"Oh Yeah." Siva and Jay mumbled. Nathan gave them a questioning looks as they replied,

"Oh.. sorry." They smiled sheepishly.

"Anyways... I've mest up but Im learning! Just please give me another chance." Nathan begged as tears streamed down his stained cheeks.

"Mm Hm." I nodded as I got up and hugged him around the neck.

You might just say, "Oh... Why did you waste your time on crying and running away and then yelling at him when you could have just hugged him?" Well I was hurt but after yelling all that stuff... I realized that it doesn't matter cause we're not even going out.

I have a bad habit of overreacting. Hehe.

Anyways, I realized that the only thing that really matters is that he's back and that he's okay.

"I'm sorry." I sniffed as I hugged him tighter.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have let Vanessa even near me and-" He rambled on. I laughed and pulled away.

"What's so funny?" He asked, confused.

"You!" I giggled but he just gave me a questioning look.

"Nothing umm... Im just glad your back!" I grinned as I put a piece of hair behind my ear.

"I missed you." He smiled.

"I missed you too!" I smiled back.

"We missed both of you!" Siva said as he hugged us.

"Me too!" Jay and Max joined.

"Don't forget about me!" Tom wined as he hugged all of us.

"What do you mean? Wasn't Veronica here with you?" Nathan asked as we pulled away. Everyone stayed quiet as I looked at my lap.

"Nathan... when you were at the Hospital, Veronica stayed in her bedroom the whole day. It became even more common so we called a doctor." Siva explained.

"Yeah, but when the doctor came out of her bedroom, he told us that she had Depression." Tom finished. Nathan sighed and put his head in his hands.

"But she's okay now right?" He asked.

"Right?" He looked at me for an answer.

"We're not sure. I'm going to the doctors tomorrow." I said looking at him. His eyes were filled with concern and worry.

"I'm going." He stated.

"What?!" We all said in unison.

"But Nathan-" Siva started.

"You need to rest." I finished.

"Really? I need to rest?" He trailed off smirking.

"Psh! I have literally slept for atleast 3 months strait... I think I'm fully rested." He chuckled as he put an arm around me. I laid my head on his shoulder and hummed.

"What's that song your humming?" Nath asked.

"Show Me Love." I replied simply.

"But that song hasn't come out yet. Its part of our Album which hasn't-" He stopped himself and looked at the guys.

"Nathan..." Jay trailed off.

"Word Of Mouth came out a few days ago..." Max finished.

"What's today's date?" He questioned.

"Ugh... November 17th." Tom said in a questioning voice.

"And Word Of Mouth came out in..?" Nathan trailed off.

"November 5th." Jay answered.

"So I missed it." He spoke slowly.

"Mm Hm." I nodded sadly.

"I'm sorry, Nath." I apologized as I hugged his torso.

"It's okay. I just-" He stopped.

"I just wish I saw our fanmily's reaction, you know?" Nath said softly.

"Check twitter." I smiled as the rest of the boys took a seat on the sofa.

"What?"

"Check twitter." I repeated. I took out my phone and saw that Word Of Mouth has been the #1 trend, World Wide, for over a week now. It's unbelievable.

*Beep*

"@NathanTheWanted: Happy being here with @TheWanted and @Veronica_LuvTW! Couldn't be anymore amazing."

"Veronica_LuvTW: @NathanThdWanted Glad to have you back. We missed you!" I tweeted back.

"@TheWanted: @NathanTheWanted Glad to have you back, mate! So we're guessing the flirting with @Veronica_LuvTW begins? ;)"

"@NathanTheWanted: @TheWanted maybe... ;)" I looked at the boys and saw them all with smirks.

"Really?" I asked.

"We couldn't resist!" They chuckled as I looked at Nathan who had a huge grin plastered on his face.

"What are you so smiley about?" I questioned, Nath.

"It begins now." He whispered in my ear which sent shivers down my spine.

I then checked what was trending and saw,

"#NathanTweetedNathansBack"

"#VathanOrNeronica?"

"#WeMissedYouNath" was the top, World Wide trends along with Word Of Mouth ofcourse.

"I liked the sound of 'Vathan.' Sounds fierce!" Jay said as he and Siva made a claw with their hand and scratch the air. I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"I like Neronica... What about you?" Nathan asked me.

"Oh! Erm... I-I... ugh... I like the sound of Jaythan! What about you Jay?" I changed the subject.

"I actually like Vathan better." I glared at him as I looked at Nathan and sighed.

"I like Neronica." I smiled.

"So is it true? Is it Vathan or Neronica?" We heard the TV say.

"Hi! And your watching HolyWire Hot Minute!" A blonde spoke.

"Turn it up." I said as Tom took the control.

"Love has blossomed in the air! Ariana Grande has made a duet with one of the worlds hotties, if I may say so myself, Nathan Sykes from The Wanted about 3 months ago! People have said that Nariana is real but some said that they're just rumors..." The blonde trailed off.

"But Ariana has got back together with Jai so Nariana is over. Atleast I have, Nathan to myself right? No? No? Okay then..." She joked.

"So we've finally caught up with our new paparazzi's and their new style of taking pictures. Our new paparazzi's disguise themselves so well that you might just think that they're apart of a tree but in reality, they're getting ready to snap a pic." She spoke with a huge grin.

"Anyways, they have took photos of Nathan Sykes, from The Wanted, and this new girl, Veronica, who happened to be their new designer! And lets be honest, she's in the category of hotties!" She said putting her hand on the side of her mouth.

"That's true."

"It really is." Everyone mumbled except for me.

"Really?!" I questioned the guys. They put their hands up in defense and we all focused our eyes back on the TV.

"Beep it! She's sexy, that's for sure!" She threw her hands in the air.

"Yeah..." The boys said dreamily. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms as I smiled.

"Anyways our new paparazzi has made sure that no celebrities knew that they were there and that's why we think that Veronica, the designer, and Nathan, from The Wanted are hooking up. Wouldn't they make a good couple? Anywho... tell us what you think! On a different note, Selena Gomez and Justin Bieber-"

"So people think we're dating?" I questioned.

"Mm Hm." They all nodded.

"What about you?" I said looking at Nathan.

"What about me?" He asked.

"Are you okay with all this?" I asked.

"Please! It's the paparazzi, they'll do anything to make money." Nathan stated.

"That's true." We all nodded.

"Nathan I need to talk to you." I said getting up.

"What? Now?" He asked.

"Yeah." I sighed.

"Okay." He said getting up and we walked around the couches.

"If you guys have sex can I join?" Max asked.

"One, eew! Two, we're not having sex, and three, Thirsty much?" I chuckled as we went into Nathan's room.

Wow. haven't been in here in a long time.

"So what did you want to talk about?" He questioned as he sat on his bed.

I closed the door and turned around to face him. He had a sparkle in his eyes as he turned on the lamp since it was pretty dark. I took a breath and spoke,
























































"I want to be with you."


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A/N: See I didn't take that long to upload the new chapter! Haha! hopefully that goes for the next chapter... hmm...


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