Forever (Nathan Sykes FF)

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A/N: Lovelies you know I love you buuuuuuuuut.....

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I'll explain it towards the end of the authors note

-Jazmyn

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NATHAN'S POV:

Why is my head pounding?

I'm so thirsty, feels like I haven't drank anything in a month!

I have a horrible taste in my mouth!

Maybe I should just open my- bloody hell it burns!

"Mate, stop moving..."

I feel pretty dizzy- what was that? There's curly hair coming from under the duvet.

"Bird?" I freaked out, jumping out of bed. Immediately regretting it, as a wave of nausea hit me.

"What... happened...last night?"

"We fucked." My eyes went wide. "Just kidding, mate! Calm down!"

My cheeks filled with vomit as I ran towards the bathroom. I made it to the toilet just in time. The warm putrid feeling rising up my throat. An acidy bitter taste enters my mouth before going out into the toilet, again.

"Nathan are you- wow!" Jay came in with groggy eyes but seeing the sight of me throwing up my insides must've woke him up.

"Tell me... what happened..." I demanded.

"Okay, Okay!" He sat himself on the sink while handing me toilet paper.

"Well here we go..."

16 HOURS BEFORE

"Mate are you okay?"

"Baby Nate?" Seev and Max looked at me worried.

"Fuck off." I ran into my room and fell on the bed, thinking of what had previously happened.

"Nathan, want a cuppa?"

"No." I don't deserve tea at the moment, even though it sounds really good.

Do I really make Veronica feel that way. I know that she's able to take care of herself because she's strong and not weak. Sure she can let her guard down sometimes and that's when I come in but I know that Veronica is not fragile. Hell, she's stronger than I am.

To be honest I didn't want to have a baby at the moment. But if she was carrying our child then of course I'll take care of it. I'll love them both two pieces but I just don't need a baby stressing me out when our US tour is coming up. So I felt all this pressure when I thought she had a baby and I just exploded. Not meaning most of the horrible things I had previously said.

I suddenly felt angry at myself and threw everything on the floor that was on a desk.

I saw Veronica's diary on the floor and decided to pick it up. Should I read it? Urgh, it would be odly nosy of me but I just can't help myself.

"Okay..." I took a deep breath and opened the first page to reveal printed writting,

So you've opened my journal... you nosy! I guess it's a journal since I don't write my secrets in here like I would in a diary! This is simply just my journal which I write lyrics down or ideas for my work as a designer but yeh. You can read it, as long as you don't steal or "borrow" any ideas or lyrics. Love, Veronica Payne.