If I Lose Myself (COMPLETED)

Chapter 18

Perfect match

Bea's POV

"Okay girls.. We will be with you until Shakey's V-League. Kung dati dalawa lang sa isang room, ngayon madadagdagan ng isa. Is that okay with you?" ani Ate Ly.

That would be better... I guess. Para rin maka-iwas kay Jho. I'm not yet ready to face her. Medyo malaki-laki rin naman yung space sa room. We all agreed to what ate Alyssa proposed. 

"Ponggay and Deanna plus Ate Ella niyo" 
"Hmm... Tey and Kim plus Mae."
"Jia and Gizzle plus Denden."
"Ako naman Amy and yung dati kong roomie, Mich."

Hala, why are we not included?

"Ate Ly, eh ako po? Na-move si Ponggay kina ate Ella. That means I'm all alone sa room?" tanong ni Maddie.

Tama nga pala, napunta sa room nila ate Ella si Ponggay. That means wala siyang kasama.. Ayaw pa naman nung mag-isa. Nagkaka-nightmare siya.

"Ay oo nga pala, Mads you stay nalang sa kwarto nila Bea and Jho." ani Ate Ly. "Yung room mo temporarily will be used para malagyan ng gamit.. Bea, Jho okay lang ba?" tanong ni Ate Ly saming dalawa.

I looked at her, at sinuklian niya naman yung tingin ko. Parang she's telling me to say no.. or feeling ko lang talaga 'yon. I wanted Maddie to stay with us so I nodded as an answer. 

"It's settled, then. Umakyat na kayo, get your things, and then sleep na. Early pa for training tomorrow. You guys know how strict I am sa time."

"Yes Ate Ly!"

Pinauna muna namin silang lahat na umakyat. Kaming tatlo lang yung natira dito sa baba. 

"Babe, I'll get my things first then susunod ako sa room niyo." nakangiting sabi niya sa akin. "Jho, umakyat na kayo ni Bei Bei sa taas. Don't wait for me." aniya kay Jho atsaka umakyat na. 

Susunod na sana ako kay Mads para hindi awkward pero biglang nagsalita si Jho saking likuran.

"Anong meron sa inyo ni Maddie?" tanong niya.

Damn, I can't help but smile.

"What's it to you then?" sagot ko nang hindi parin siya nililingon.

"Nagtatanong lang ako. Kalimutan mo nalang."

Umakyat na rin ako. Wala tong patutunguhan. Hindi pa rin siya gumagalaw sa kanyang position.

"We're ex lovers. Now, we're just friends."

At tuluyan nang pumasok sa aming kwarto.

Maddie was sitting down sa bed scrolling through her cellphone when she noticed me. Probably she's cheking Twitter.

"Look Bei Bei oh! May nag s-ship na rin satin. Di lang pala Jhobea meron eh!" pagngi-ngiting aso niya.

She's enjoying this! Pambihira talaga tong si Maddie, umaandar na naman yung pagka childish niya.

Umupo naman ako sa tabi niya at tiningnan yung mga tags. 

"Alam mo, I have an idea. Let's take a selfie tapos ikaw mag-upload." aniya.

"I'm not crazy fly fly. Let's sleep na. You heard Ate Ly naman kanina diba.. Early pa tomorrow."

Hihiga na sana ako nang bigla niya akong pinigilan. Not this time, Madayag!

"C'mon Bei Bei! Pag si Jho eh, bilis mong bumigay. Eh ako, isang favor lang naman di pa mapag-bigyan." pagpapaawa niya.

"Nyeta ka talaga fly! O sya sya, just this time okay. Sinabihan na kita."

"Watch your mouth! 1..2...3... Smile!"

Ang kulit talaga ni Maddie! She kissed me on my left cheek.

"Why did you kiss me fly fly?! Let's take another one nga! Nyeta!" iritadong sabi ko sakanya.

"Bunganga mo ah! Dali na log in ka na dito bilis! Gusto ko nang matulog."

Wala akong ibang choice kundi mag lag-in. Mapilit talaga 'tong isang 'to.

"Oh ayan. Tapos na. Pwede na ba akong matulog?"

"Okay, go ahead. I'll wait for Jho. She's online.. bilis ng kamay" sabi niya at nagngiting aso.

What did she say?

"Patingin nga."

"Pag si Jho talaga eh no?" natatawang sabi niya at pinakita yung reply ni Jho.

@ JhoannaLouisse replied to your tweet : Perfect match :)

Should I be happy? I seriously don't know what to feel right now.

Kinuha ko naman yung cellphone ni Fly Fly at nag-reply.

@ _beadel : Kala ko ba tayo yung perfect match? ;)

Nilog-out ko na yung account ko kay fly fly at humiga na.

"Galawang Bea De Leon!" tumatawang sabi ni Mads. 

Nahiga na rin kaming dalawa. Jho's still not yet here. I wonder what she is doing.

"Matulog ka na Bei, I'll wait for Jho." aniya

I can't wait for Jho na rin naman kasi I'm so sleepy na talaga.

"Alright fly fly. Thank you and good night"

"Anything for you, bei bei. Sleep tight" sagot niya at hinalikan na ang aking noo.

Jhoana Maraguinot, you're making it hard for me, bigtime.