What i dont understand is how your eyes still captivate me. Their like a never ending pool of molten chocolate lava. They draw me in with their depth. But everything about you does. Your smile, i think your smile takes the worst toll on me. I rarely ever see it. But still, it effects me. It sends goosbumps down my arms and my heart grows heavy with butterflys. But then i remember how you really are, and my hears drops to my feet and my stomach plummets to the ground. But even the sight of you still sends my heart racing and pounding in my ears. No matter how i try to stop it. My silent pleas for it to quiet, go un noticed as i see you and hear my heartbeat quicken. But i dont know why you have this effect on me. Maybe its just me, being crazy. Or its another of your games, the ones you always play. But i dont have the time for that, i cant have the time for that. And I'm sorry if you think wrong of me. But i swear, im not as i seem. You think you know it all, but in reality, you dont know much. So please, please, take back these pestering butterflies. I dont want them anymore.
10/4/14

YOU ARE READING
From My Mind To Your Pages
PoetryI have to get the words out of my head sometimes. This is a completed work of 9 years worth of writing about the boy I was in love with. 9 years of expressing my emotions in written form. 9 years of him reading every word and treating me like shit a...