I can literally feel my heart breaking with the absence of you.
I miss you.
You're running away from me.
And it hurts.
It Fucking hurts that you don't care about me anymore.
It fucking hurts that I don't mean anything to you.
It fucking hurts that you would rather run away from anything we ever had,
Then to stay and keep your fucking promises.
God, it fucking hurts.
And I'm so fucking sorry for being such a bother.
Such a waste of your time.
Such an annoyance.
I'm so fucking sorry.
But I can feel my heart hurting.
And it fucking hurts.
Not because of you,
Because of me.6/19/16
YOU ARE READING
From My Mind To Your Pages
PoetryI have to get the words out of my head sometimes. This is a completed work of 9 years worth of writing about the boy I was in love with. 9 years of expressing my emotions in written form. 9 years of him reading every word and treating me like shit a...