I missed you.

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You left a few days ago..
You didn't say goodbye to me..

That same night,
I got drunk.

I'm pretty sure I drank more than my body weight in whiskey.

And I don't remember a lot of that night.

But I do remember when I got home..

I was far past drunk.

And I stumbled to my room.

I got dressed for bed,
And bed is where I went.

I stopped for a second,
Or maybe longer.

I'd left your shirt on my bed.

And I remember sitting on my bed,
And hugging your shirt to my chest.

And I remember not being able to breathe.

I remember crying,
Because you were gone.

I remember just saying your name,
Over and over.

I was a crying mess,
And my only coherent thought was of you.

The only words I could form was your name.

I said your name probably a hundred times,

And I told myself I missed you.

And I told myself I loved you.

And I missed you so fucking much,
I drank more than my weight in liquor,
And I still couldn't get you out of mind.

7/7/16

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