I haven't written in a while. I've been trying not to think of you. I took off the ring I used to wear for you. I still miss you just the same.
I'm with him now. He never, never will me able to fulfill the feeling I had when I was with you. The feeling I still have when I'm around you. I'm trying not to love you anymore. I really am. But at this point, all I need is still you. He isn't right. It doesn't feel right with him.
Nothing feels right anymore, Hunter. Nothing. Nothing feels right without you.
I'm thinking about leaving. This place. This valley. I don't know where I'd go. But I'm so unhappy here. I'm so sad again. I'm trying not to be. I miss you.
Come back to me. Give me a reason to smile. A reason to stay, maybe.
I've lost hope in you..
I've lost hope in myself...I'm sorry hunter..
7/24/17
YOU ARE READING
From My Mind To Your Pages
PoesíaI have to get the words out of my head sometimes. This is a completed work of 9 years worth of writing about the boy I was in love with. 9 years of expressing my emotions in written form. 9 years of him reading every word and treating me like shit a...