The PROMISE(Sandro Marcos FANFICTION)

Confrontation

Alexander "Sandro" POV

Been drinking for almost a minute now. Im here at the balcony savoring the moment of being alone and far away in the limelights. Minsan hindi ko na din naman maenjoy anh pagiging Sandro Araneta ko. Daddy was right when he told me i will thank him for sending us in London to study. Been imagining kung dito ako nagaral hindi din ako makakapag focus sa studies when media is everywhere. From social media to personal activities hindi ko naman kaya pagsabay sabayin lahat including daddy's campaign. Everything went so fast and it feels like its getting heavier as the days go by. I was about to get another shot of wine when someone interrupted me.
"Bakit gising ka pa?" Akela asked me.
"I cant sleep" i just said.
"Im afraid you gonna catch a headache tommorow kapag hindi kpa tumigil sa paginom mo." She said.
I look at her and smile.
"Concern ha?" I sarcastically said.
Hindi siya sumagot.
"Tell me Akie kelan ka pa nalipat sa kapatid ko?"
--that when she look at me witb distress.
"What? Ulitin mo nga yung sinabi mo?" She asked me.
"I said kelan ka pa nalipat sa kapatid ko? They been telling me that youre a part of my past but then i noticed you and Simon has something behind my back?" ----
Then out of snap she slapped me.
"How dare you accused me things i didnt do? Anong klase ka para pagisipan ng masama yung pagiging concern saken ng kapatid mo?! Alam mo Sandro pagod na pagod nako! Hindi mo alam kung ano ung mga pinagdaanan ko nung wala ka! Hindi mo alam kung ano yung nararamdaman ko ngayon, nung time na bumalik ka pero hindi moko maalala at hindi mo maalala lahat lahat ng tungkol saten!"
I was stunned on how vulnerable she looks like while sayinv those words. Nasasaktan ako sa nakikita ko pero hindi ko naman maintindihan and maalala ang mga sinasabi niya.
I was about to say sorry but then she talk again.
"I wouldnt be saying this Sandro pero hindi nako aasa na magigising ka isang araw na naaalala mo na lahat. And natatandaan mo na kung gano ako kahalaga sayo, tama na saken yung hinintay kita ng sampung taon. Tama na yung umasa ako ng ilang buwan na maaalala mo ako ulit, tama na yung araw araw na nasasaktan ako kapag nakikita ko kayong magkasama ni Dhapne, tama na yung mga what if's ko. Pagod nako Sandro." She told me while crying. GOD i cant endure the feeling seeing her crying infront of me.while saying those painful words.
She was about to escape when i hold her wrist and wrapped mt arms around her..
"Im sorry" i whispered and kiss her hair. I can still hear her cries.
I can feel na umiiyak pa din siya dahil nabasa na yung tshirt na suot ko.
After a minute bumitaw na sya saken and she run away. I was left stunned. If only i could smash my head on the wall just to remember anything. I dont know. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit nasasaktan ako sa mga sinabi niya. And nasasaktan ako kapag nakikita ko siyang umiyak. And what if its true that she is a part of my past. What would happen to Dhapne? --- im having a hard time digesting things.😢😢😨😨😨