Wanted: Mommy

Chapter 67.2: When love and Truth Find the ways

Nathan Pov

" WHAT DO YOU MEAN SOMEONE IS INVESTIGATING DAISELLE'S APARTMENT?!" sambit ng boses.

" Sh*t! they knew I burned her apartment?! " pigil inis na sambit nito.

" You better clean this mess! I don't want them to know I burned it even my sons were there! Lalong lalo na si Dad! That b8tch! She maybe asked someone to investigate! I should have killed her! Kung namatay na lang sana siya sa pagbangga ko sa kanya. Yeah! Inform me if you already killed those sh*ts!"

Hindi ko matanggal sa isipan ko ang narinig ko mula sa kay Naizer. Ano ba ang ibig niyang sabihin. Magkakilala ba sila nI daiselle? Isa pa.. yung sana namatay nalang siya sa pagbangga ko sa kanya....may ginawa ba siyang masama kay DAISELLE noon? At isa pa sa pinaka di maalis na sinabi niya ay yung apartment na sinunog niya kahit nandoon ang mga anak niya....

.mga anak niya.....

.mga anak niya.....

.mga anak niya.....

Sina Psalms kaya ang tinutukoy niya?

Biglang naalala ko noong naaksidente si Psalms. Hindi nagmatch sa akin ang dugo ni Psalms KUNDI kay Naizer mismo.

I remember how worried he looked back then. I know he was worried of his nephew but I felt there's more to it. I can't just point it out.

I remembered also that Doctor I met when Laurence was hospitalized. He mentioned about DNA test. But, I remembered the doctor said it was me in being tested .
Was it really me?

What secrets is he hiding?

" Nathan.." nadinig kong may tumawag sa akin.

Nakita ko si Ysabel na nakatayo sa may pintuan ng library kung nasaan ako ngayon.

Nakita ko ang kalungkutan sa mga mata niya.

" You ok?" tanong niya habang nakatingin sa mga mata ko.

" I try to be but I always fail. I think I'll never be ok." I answered and drank the wine.

"I heard what happened about you and Neneng. I was saddened by the news." Sambit niya at umupo sa harap ko. She looks sincere. She's sorry for me.

I bitterly smiled at her.

" I feel worse by that news. I asked myself what have I done wrong? Why did she hurt me like this? Why do I deserve to be hurt like this? I want this to end. I want my heart to stop feeling the pain. But I just can't. That's what pain is. The sensation is more than what the happiness can bring." I said and looked at her.

" Siguro hindi talaga ako swerte sa pag ibig." Sambit ko and lit a cigar.

I do smoke. But rarely.

I breath in the smoke and puff it out. my mind is floating and vague as the smoke.

" ganyan ba kayong mga babae? kapag minamhal kayo ng totoo ay nanloloko kayo? Nakukulangan kayo kaya naghahanap kayo ng iba? sinusubukan niyo kong hanggang saan ang kaya naming ibigay? You want challenge? After making us fall hard , you just leave us broken, begging for you to love us? Do you find that amusing? Do you find that good? " sambit ko sa kanya.

Nagulat siya sa tanong ko.

" N-nathan.." she said looking insulted at my questions.

I breath in the smoke deeply.