Rpw : Fanservices Book 1

Fanservice 186.

From : Luna Primo
To : Viel Kaizley

Suicidal Act. (?)

You were walking at the school hallway, thinking of a certain girl. The girl who can have any boy she wants... You're famous and she's also famous among boys. You admire her very much. She's simple yet beautiful. But there's one thing some people don't seem to notice about her. She wears a masks, she have those fake smiles and fake laughs. "Girl! Look oh! She's here na and as usual.." you looked at where the girl pointed and there you saw her, you saw Luna. She's surrounded by boys and she have those fake smiles on. You simply sighed when she walked pass through you. She met different boys every night. Some call her, some doesn't even bother and you know exactly what she's going through. You love her yet you don't know when is the right time to confess. You've been hiding your feelings for her for quite long time now. Until one day Luna's friends left her and started spreading rumors, bad rumors and Luna isn't going to school. That night you decided to visit her, you're practicing what would you say on your way to her house. You also decided to confess to her now. You took a deep breath before knocking. A boy about your age with messy hair and clothes opened the door. "Are you the next one? Sorry I'd take too long." The boy said and walked outside the gate. You were curious, you don't have any idea on what he'd mean about that. You entered the house and saw a paper with an arrow pointing at the stairs. You were about to go up when you saw a paper at the first stair case. Its a letter, you picked it up and read it out loud. "Mom, I made a lot of money. You can finally pay all of your debts. Also I'm trying really really hard to earn more for our expences. My life is really fucked up right now and I just wanted to give up. I did my best for you to be Happy. You won't be interested in this letter I think? You're always drunk and all. Still I love you and goodbye. All I wanted is to be loved. - Luna." You dropped the letter and ran upstairs to find Luna, the moment you finished reading the letter you got scared that you might be late to save her. You opened the first door you see. Your eyes widened when you saw Luna naked and she's holding a knife. You ran to her side and threw the knife away, you covered her with an warm blanket. Tears of shame and pain flowed from Luna's eyes. You hugged her tight. "All... I want ..is to..feel loved. " she said between her sobs. You looked around and saw a condom, an open enveloped and some money on the floor and right there you realized what the boy meant by 'are you next'. "I'm so tired of being used by guys every single night." Luna said. You looked at her straight in the eyes. "Luna, I have always admire you from afar and I do really love you." you confessed. You wiped her tears and continued talking... " I want to take good care of you, I want you to feel that you're special. I love you Luna." Luna just stared at you and cried even more. You just sat there with Luna in your arms but suddenly Luna started hyperventilating. "Luna! What's wrong? Tell me?" you panicked. "I..l-lost my i-inhaler." Luna said. You were about to stand up and call some help but Luna stopped you. "S-stay. I want t-to stay in y-your arms." She said. You looked at her with tears on your face. You can see that she's really struggling and in pain. "I love you to. Thank you for making me feel loved." Luna said as her eyes slowly closed. That moment you know that its all over. You put Luna on the bed, you were about to get the knife when you saw a gun at the side table. You lay beside Luna and cover your bodies with a blanket. You looked at Luna and pointed the gun on your head. "I love you Luna, even after life" and then you pulled the trigger.The both of you, you and Luna died that night. It was LOVE who killed you.