Beautiful Marriage

13. Day Changes

Ashley

Warning sexual content ahead.

His lips finds mine again, they linked together perfectly like a jigsaw puzzle being connected. His hands was all over me. He break the kiss, I looked into his eyes as we both try to catch our breath. He bite his lips between his teeth and moan "Ash" that moan was enough to send me haywire before our lips link together once more. My mind was racing, my thoughts was jumbled as this sensation takes over my whole body. I don't know if this is right but it feels good. So fucking good. My toes tingles. I tug at his shirt and he breaks helping me to removed it. His skin is so warm as I moved closer to him, he moves his hands back to my hips and pull me closer to him and lean back not breaking the kiss.

I have never felt so good in my life and it's just a kiss. My panty was soaking wet. I wondered if I am the only one he makes feel this good. Will he summon to Nora. Shit Nora! I pulled away from him.

"Stop!" I winced. My voice was low and my mouth was dry. Nate didn't hear as he continued to suck on the skin of my neck. "Please stop" it sounded more like a moan. But he heard and stop positioning his self up.

"I'm sorry." He looks confused as I saw the softness in his eyes disappears.

His cheeks were tinted red and his lips were swollen from kissing me. His lips was now a darker shades of pink. I loved the look of them. He lifts me off him ,putting me down on the side of the bed.

"Sorry for what?" He asked licking his lips and I try not to focus on the movement's of his tongue. He walked over to the side of that bed picking up his shirt. I noticed that his pants are tighter around the crotch area and I move my eyes trying not to focus on it too much.

"You know for...kissing you" why the fuck do I feel like a teenager having her first make out session.

"You can't be sorry for kissing your husband besides people kiss all the time. No big deal" ouch I feel so uncomfortable and I focused my eyes on the carpet.

"Husband, it was a mistake and you know it. That's why you decided to be married to Nora."

"Yes it was a mistake!" He shouted "a terrible fucking mistake." His words stings, making me feel swollen and hurt.

"Nora loves you, I can't do this to her." I blurted out. Why can't I just shut up. Why do I have to say that? He stand looking at me and the features of his face becomes hard like frozen water.

"Good night Ash" he said before closing the door. The tone of his voice is an indication of what I said makes him completely upset.

I am an idiot. I just can't keep my big mouth shut. Why did I have to say that. Why do I have to keep ruining the moment. I was in control finally but I let it dissolves from my hand.

I screamed in the pillow to keep my voice muffled until I drifted off to sleep.

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It was dawn when I get up putting on my Neo Adidas shorts, shirt and sneakers for some reason I like that clothing brand a lot. I take baby steps down the stairs and make my way to the exit, I'm avoiding Nathan at all cost after last night I don't know what to say or how to react around him. I should have stopped before I let it get that far. The cold breeze fans my face and I inhale the morning breeze. It's so fresh and new. "Hello Morning" I screamed putting the head phone in my ears and start jogging. This is the best way to get things out of my head and think. The cool breeze chills my face, as I started to jog it makes me feel fresh and new. It's a good feeling ,not as good as that kiss.