Blackmoon's Mate

New and Improved Me?

Auroras POV
I left the house about 3 hours ago and I feel liberated yet like I've been stabbed in the heart. My wolf isn't talking to me at the moment but she knows I had to do this on my own. She just thinks we could've done it a different way. I'm now on my way to the airport as I am about to go to Spain where my mothers people reside. I make it there, buy my ticket and wait to be boarded.while waiting my mind wanders off to my home with Tyler and his pack. Jason and Sarah are pissed at me and Dylan left me a voicemail that makes me feel even worse than I already do. I hear my gate being called and board the plane. Other werewolves smell me and shoot dirty looks at me. I am technically a rogue but am still the Kings mate. I put on an eye cover and headphones and slip into a deep sleep. I wake up with 5 hours to spare. I watch all my favorite tv shows and end my binge with the movie To Write Love On Her Arms. I am crying by the end but feel better and worse. She was able to get help through the people who loved her and she stayed with them. I left the people who loved me even thought I knew they would offer to help me as well. The plane starts its decent and I am ready to begin my healing. I get my suitcases and am greeted by my grandmother and Uncle. "Mija! You look just like your mom! Di me, ¿quién es tu novio?"my grandmother asks smirking. "Long time no see abuela. I've missed you. How is everyone?" I ask completely avoiding her previous question. "Well forget about me why don't you," my uncle says smiling lightly. "Hey Uncle Robert! How is Aunt Jill and little Romeo and Rose?" I ask genuinely wanting to know more about my uncles mate and children. His face immediately lights up and he says, "They are beautiful, I can't wait for you to meet them in person. Is your mate coming soon? I can see you're marked but haven't mated. Did he hurt you?!", his expression goes from joyful to absolutely terrifying in a matter of moments. "No he isn't coming and no he didn't hurt me. I'll tell you guys the story on the way home. Come one lets go I want food," I say running towards the door. On the drive I tell them everything that happened after my dads death. We had to pull over when it got to the part about Uncle Luke. My grandmother burst in tears and my uncle had to shift and go for a run. Then I told them how I needed to heal so I left and came here. The both scolded me but when I asked them to respect my decision they just nodded and stopped speaking. I would be staying at my Uncle's house with his mate and children off of the pack lands. We dropped my grandmother home first and had a beautifully made lunch that consisted of mostly rice, beans, guacamole and corn tortillas. I haven't had an authentic Spanish dinner since after mom died. We left after lunch and spent time with family. I have been here for one day yet I feel as if this is my home. I make it to my room in my uncles house and that is when the negative thoughts hit me. I decided that I need to become close to nature because in nature I feel completely at peace. I put on some hiking gear and go into the woods. I take in all the smells and sounds with my eyes closed and heart, souls and mind bared as if I was an offering. I meditated near the waterfalls and sang, prayed and comforted myself and my wolf in the trees. I allowed myself to remember what happened to me and I allowed myself to voice all the negative then rebut it with positives. I spent the next year doing this. By the time a year was over my mind, body, soul and heart have been cleansed and I was ready to return to my mate. I hadn't heard from him in a long time. I went to America at the 6 month mark after receiving no reply to the letters I had written him only to be greeted by a very cold Dylan. She told me to leave and enjoy Spain. She said that they've been doing fine without me and will continue to be doing fine after I left. She looked me in the eyes and told me that she hated me for what I did to everyone. Being selfish and thinking only of myself and not the pack. Her hurtful words rang in my ears as I cried and ran away from the pack house but not before I saw him. I saw Tyler in all his glory training some of the younger wolves. He heard us arguing and he looked over and saw me. At first there was a flicker of emotion but it was gone as quick as it came. He looked at Dylan and said, "Rogues aren't welcomed at the moment. Tell it that and make sure it doesn't leave its must on the way out." Dylan looked at me and pointed to the exit. I ran crying and my mark started to burn; Tyler either just rejected me or he was touched by someone else. Not able to handle finding out I ran faster got in the cab and went straight to the airport. Now that I think back on that day I remember how much I've changed. I am now rounder in the hips and thicker in the thighs due to the amazing food as well as the work out/yoga plan I've been doing and have tanned quite a bit. My hair is longer and bouncier, my eyes have a slight gleam in them and my scars are no longer there. As I packed and said goodbye to those who came and visited me I thought of what it would be like now. I wondered if they would at least let me speak on my behalf. I wonder if I would ever have the mark of Tyler on my neck again. One day it disappeared and it was excruciatingly painful having no reminder of the way Tyler feels for me. Or felt for me. Time truly flies by and now I am at the edge with my suitcase and this time I am greeted by Jason, Dylan and Tyler. "Well I see Spain has done you good. What do you want?" hearing Tyler's voice void of emotion sends pain through my body and I look up at them not backing down. " I know I've upset all of you and have to earn the trust I've broken. I am back because in Spain I healed and then some. I am better than I've ever been and I don't apologize for leaving. I do apologize for hurting all of you especially you Dylan. It was never my intention but it happened and for that I am sorry," I finish looking at them willing myself to cry. Then Dylan says 2 sentences that cause me to almost cry. "You didn't hurt me; I couldn't have cared less honestly. Guys chain her up and take her to the omega chambers; give her the one for rogues transitioning in," and with that he walked away taking a piece of me with him. The worst part is a woman came and walked with him. She kissed him and then ran towards the house laughing with him slowly speeding up to catch her. As we walked to the chambers I felt a burning in my heart and collapsed. He was having sex with her. My mate is having sex with someone else even though I'm back. Realizing I had a lot of work cut out for me I fall into a deep dark sleep.
I updated not once not twice but TRICE! I'm on a roll guys. I wonder if he'll forgive her? How'd you enjoy the chapter? Comment, vote and share! Love you guys and keep it classy.