Blackmoon's Mate

Beautiful Darkness

Auroras POV
You ever been so surprised and scared at the same time you have a heart attack? I just had 50 and I might have a few more. This girl is FUMING and I am kinda scared. She emits almost as much power as Tyler. Oh shit she's his sister. I stare at her like a deer in headlights as she looks at me as if she's waiting to murder me. "Um-er yeah about that... You see your brother and I haven't had the best start. Plus I technically walked away, and it wasn't like I rejected him or anything," I lose my confidence with each word I say. "You bitch I didn't even know about you until that Galla thing and imagine my surprise when my brothers mate is with another fucking Alpha! What the fuck is your issue? Did your parents drop you, like on some real shit?," she snarls at me. "Dylan, calm down and don't speak to her that way. She left and we spoke and I'm on my way to forgiving her. Drop it or leave," Tyler says in a deadly yet calm voice. "Whatever man. I'm Dylan, Tyler's little sister. I am very violent and love food. Don't touch my shit and we'll be just fine. Let's bond and some shit," she says in a mock friendly voice. Dylan and I spend the day eating, watching tv, and avoiding Tyler. I tell her everything about myself and also everything that has happened between Tyler and I. She tells me a little about it their childhood but after their mother died she doesn't discuss it. Around 7:00 we decided to make a large meal for the pack and us to eat. I look at my clothing now and I hope it's okay. I'm wearing one of Tyler's shirts with leggings and a pair of dark blue Uggs. We make lasagna, spaghetti, rice, cornbread and baked chicken with a side of rice. As we finish setting the table people start filling in and are enjoying each other's company. No one can eat until Tyler does so we wait until his highness walks in to begin. Immediately upon his entrance everyone in sync says "Hello Alpha" while bowing their head in respect. He give a curt nod and takes a seat next to Dylan a few seats away. He fills his plate then starts eating and soon after everyone is eating now. He glances over me and glares slightly. He looks at me in his shirt and gives me a questioning look. I am now feeling very self conscious about my entire outfit and look down while eating. I hear Dylan scolding him for upsetting me but he says nothing until she says something and he just snaps. "Stop fucking talking Dylan! You know how that shit makes me feel yet you don't care. You don't come in here fucking speaking about the shit that I clearly don't like speaking of. So in the words of J Cole get off my dick," by now he is pissed and he walks away from the table after slamming and breaking some plates. This is fucking great, I'm so glad we have alcohol here.
Tyler's POV
At the table I saw Aurora in my shirt in front of everyone. I naturally glared at her even though I am actually happy she's in it. I just wish she would've not wore it downstairs where many people can see it is my shirt, I haven't forgiven her yet and won't anytime soon. Dylan is telling me to calm down and appreciate the fact I have a mate, and how mom would have scolded me for my actions towards my mate. After she said that I snapped at her, broke some plates and went to my room. I am currently up in my room watching Dexter and am feeling a lot better. Outside I hear a very fast heartbeat and a knock, "Come in," I yell. The heartbeat pounds harder before a head of curls pops it's way into my room carrying my favorite pizza in an extra large box. Aurora walks in with the pizza that is rested on her hip with two plates on top. My first instinct was to go help her then scold, her but instead I sit there staring at her. She makes me a plate then herself one and we spend hours next to each other silently watching Dexter. I study her beautiful face as the show goes on. She way she shuts her eyes tight when he kills, the way she sits in the edge eager to find out what he is hiding and the way she jumps every now and then when he does or says something impulsively. In the middle of me staring at her she turns and our eyes meet. Instead of an awkward silence we sit there for what seems to be hours just looking at each other. Our eyes saying the words our hearts want to say but our mouths can't. Our hearts and souls are already deep in this love but our minds are struggling to catch up with this new idea of "soulmate". Everything about her is perfect; her eyes, beautiful curls, plump pink lips, high cheekbones and beautiful body. I can get lost in those beautiful eyes over and over again. My heart is beating fast, my palms are sweaty and my breath uneven. How can such an innocent beautiful creature be mine and only mine? I've done nothing to deserve her yet here she is, looking at me like I'm the only one for her, her eyes holding an overwhelming adoration for me. I haven't seen anyone look at me like that, not since my mom died when I was younger. The thought of my mom makes my chest hurt and my wall slowly builds back up. I can't be with her, I'll only destroy the good in her and have her end up like me. As if sensing my walls coming up she says something that breaks my heart,"Please, don't do it. Let me in, if you are alone and suffering then so am I. Please, talk to me," then a silent tear escapes her beautiful eye. I wipe the year with the pad of my thumb and then lean in to kiss her. I kiss her hair, forehead, both cheeks, her nose and finally her lips. Emotion from us both pour into this kiss and a thought comes to me. Somethings can never be said, they have to be shown and love is one of these things. I love her but am not giving in because I fear I will ruin her. Love fucking sucks and is hard as hell. This is the shit I think of while kissing her? Damn I suck, we stop kissing and she cuddles into my side. My beautiful mate falls asleep in minutes and I stare at her until I succumb to a somewhat beautiful darkness.