Tranquility in the Chaos

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Aurora's POV
I woke up with Tyler's warm arms wrapped around me and I felt complete. I took the next 20 minutes to just admire his beautiful face and features. The way the light hits his cheek bones making them seem sharper. Or the way he stirs while deep in sleep and the way his eyes move beneath his eye lids as if he's looking for something. I now notice that he is shirtless and his tan skin is covered in tattoos from his chest down his arms and a few down his torso. I notice a beautiful flower over his heart with a date and my name written in cursive inside of the flower. I can feel that although the tattoo is recent I can tell it had been done a few weeks ago. He got this when I was away from him. I suddenly feel an overwhelming amount of guilt and in seconds I'm crying. I close my eyes and sob quietly shaking gently, trying not to wake up my sleeping mate. "Don't cry please. I'm not sure what I did but I'm sorry. Open your eyes little mate," Tyler says in a raspy morning voice. "The past 2 months I was away you were suffering and I was just ignoring the bond playing house as Jason said with someone else. You got a tattoo of the day we met and my name while I was pretending that you weren't a part of me. I'm so sorry Tyler," I say sobbing. He looks in pain as I just sit there and cry harder, this has surpassed the mate bond. What we have or are on our way to having is raw, unfiltered and painful. We hurt each other but in the process manage to heal one another as well. While we argue and curse and leave the other one upset we somehow manage to fix something in them that was broken in the midst of breaking them. We are so chaotically in love that tranquility will never be an option for how we feel. Essentially our tranquility can only be found in chaos. I look at him and we stare in each other's eyes just feeling everything from happiness, confusion, anger, denial and an overwhelming sense of an unknown emotion that clouds our better judgement. This emotion cannot be named nor does it matter. In this moment we don't care what it is, or why we are feeling it in multitudes that are potentially dangerous to our sanity. We bask in this moment that may never come again. I know I want to be close to him in every way possible and in this moment it couldn't be anymore clearer. I run my hand across his face and put all my emotions in my mouth and kiss him. He kisses me with the same fierceness but pulls back a little. He looks at me and smells the air with a growl. His wolf can smell my body reacting to his hands and mouth. We kiss slowly this time, Tyler brings his lips to my neck and I almost lose it. I grab his hair and try to get closer to him as if that's even possible. He looks up at me as if asking for permission and I moan and frantically nod my head ready to give him all of me.
Tyler's POV
She looks so beautiful looking down at me. I look up at her asking her without words if I could mark her, I don't want to take advantage of her emotions while taking advantage of this moment with her. The moment she nods her head while moaning I attack her neck, collarbone and chest. I go up and suck on where her collarbone and neck dip in and she becomes a moaning panting mess. I bite into that spot and seconds into the bite I feel all her emotions and hear all her thoughts and am shocked at what I hear. I am a bit overwhelmed by all of this "unknown emotion" she has for me and am left dumbfounded at her declaration. She is totally right. In the midst of chaos we seem to always find tranquility with each other. This emotion that has clouded both of our judgements leave us in a place with such raw and bared souls. I open my mind up to Aurora and show her my past and present. I show Aurora the abuse I suffered after my mom died, the abuse I watched Dylan go through, the times I saved Dylan and the way I was shortly before she came and lit up my world in a matter of minutes. I show her what I was like when she left and how hurt I was. I showed her what it was like to see her again with another Alpha and how when she showed up I wanted nothing more than to leave her but couldn't. I noticed I was still biting her so I removed my teeth and licked the marks to seal it. I watched as it healed and left two little moles. "I'm getting a tattoo to match yours," she says making me look back up at her. I nod my head and decided that today will just be her and I. I text Jason and ask if he could watch the pack for today and then send Malea my maid to brig us food for a day in. We are soon cuddled up watching The Fault In Our Stars and although I hate romance and anything that makes Aurora upset I enjoy it somewhat. I mainly watch her watch the movie. She cries as it reaches the end and Hazel is reading the eulogy that Augustus had written for her before he died. I pull her in my arms and rock her while whispering in her ears that it's a movie and they are fine. Aurora and I are on the bed now. I move a strand of hair from her face and kiss her eye lids, cheeks , nose, forehead and then her lips. Our lips move in sync and I am touching her when the door busts open. "Take her and knock him out! Sorry Alpha King but we need her more than you do," a man screams and the next thing I know I'm surrounded by darkness. As I go under I finally figure it all out, I love her. That's the emotion I think of when I go to my really dark, cold sleep.
Hiya! Haha wasn't expecting that now were you? Anywho comment who the characters should be and who you think took her. Until next time guys! P.s don't hate me for this.

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