Blackmoon's Mate

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Tyler
Maybe it's something about having your mate die in your arms. Or maybe it's the fact she ended her life while you were too far away to get to her in time to save her. Maybe it's just my wolf denying she's gone. My baby, Aurora is gone. I don't know anything anymore. I don't feel anything anymore and I don't want or need anything anymore. Carrying her dead body to the doctor and then watching him bring her to life then to just watch her die again really does something to you. The Moon Goddess must really hate me. I really hate me. I haven't talked to Jason or Sarah since I read that note. Her suicide note. Why the fuck does she like leaving these damn notes?! Notes that tear me up inside and make me want to join her wherever she is. It's been 2 days since I stepped out of my room. My wolf says Aurora is still alive and that she is just weak but it only worsens the pain and makes the emptiness more prominent. I haven't eaten or slept. I replay her last moments in my head over and over again. She died thinking I didn't want her. The pack has taken this to heart as well. They all feel as if they were part of the reason she ended her life. She left big holes in everyone. The funeral is today but the sun is out and shining with birds chirping. I don't understand how the world could be so full of life when my entire world was taken from me. I made me way down to the garden where she'll be buried when a very panicked Doctor approached me. "She's gone! I don't know how or who but Luna is gone. Mark was guarding the body when she started getting up and asking for you. We tried reaching you but couldn't. We moved her to a hospital room and when we looked she was gone. Please don't be upset we are so sorry. We smelled another pack in her room, you know the pack she went to when she left. Please," he finally stopped talking. "Gather a few wolves we are going to get her," I said calmly. On the outside I am calm and collected but on the inside I am completely relieved. My beautiful mate is alive and well. She may have been taken but we will get her back considering she is technically the Luna of our pack. If that doesn't work we could always say she is a prisoner and its against the law to take her from us. I take a few warriors, my delta and my gamma. I would've taken Jason but I can't bring myself to be around him and Sarah. Jason and I will always be best friends but with Sarah it's different. I technically lost my mate  because Sarah decided to take her pent up anger out on my mate. We cross the border lines and enter the neutral zone to go onto the packs territory. I think they are the Full Moon pack or some moon phase but I don't care. We move forward and begin our search.
Sarah
I haven't left my bed since they came and told me Aurora killed herself and died in Tyler's arms. At first I was going to go to Tyler myself and tell him what happened and apologize to him. When I went to the hospital to tell him what happened the look he gave me stopped me in my tracks. He looked absolutely broken when he wasn't looking at me. He looked at me as if I gave her the blade and helped her cut her skin myself. "I'm so sorry Alpha. I-she came over and she tried and I said things out of anger and I'm just so sorry. I never meant for this to happen oh Moon Goddess it feels like my heart is breaking. I'm so sorry please," by this point I'm sobbing on the floor. He looked at me with no emotion and walked away leaving me broken on the floor. Everyone was scared to come near me but someone mind linked Jason and he picked me up and tried comforting me. We went to the house and I just sat in bed. Today is now the funeral and I'm dressed in black with a red hat on. The red is to indicate my guilt or a sign to show I was responsible or helped in the death. Tyler didn't say I have to wear it but I know it is the right thing to do. As we were leaving someone told us the funeral was canceled because she wasn't completely dead. They said she woke up, was moved and then taken my the Crescent Moon pack. Tyler often calls them Full Moon pack because he doesn't care too much about the names. Hearing that she is alive made me very happy but also made me feel like shit. Tyler lowered me from the Beta female to an omega but since Jason is beta and I can't be beta female Jason was lowered as well. He says he's okay with being omega for me but I know how much it meant to him. We received news that they have Aurora but she's in a coma around 10pm. Everyone gathered at the borders to welcome our warriors back. Jason and I went but as soon as we stepped out I received dirty looks as I am still wearing the red hat. People whispered about us and glared at me. Some felt bad that Jason had to have a mate like me. After waiting for 30 minutes our pack members entered the field from the outside. In the middle Tyler was holding Aurora. Her skin was pale and still covered in the cut marks she made. To make matters worse Tyler glared at me the entire time. When it was just us two he told me if it weren't for Jason I'd have been executed by now. After the clearing was vacant we went home.
So I let her live......for now. Anyhoe how'd you like the chapter? Still need an Aurora. How was the Sarah POV? Who should I give the POV to next chapter? Comment, vote and share guys! Bye my lovelies