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So @starlight0181 changed her name to X5SOSMICHAELX I believe I did it right but still ill name it starlight0180 cuz I used to that lol hope you like it!

After I slam the door I go straight for my razors. I'm "smart" I have them hidden from Michael because I know when he shaves and if he were to ever find out he looks around just cuz he's Mickey. Their in the way back hidden in a box under my female shit. I know Michael hates going through that stuff so perfect place to hide them right. I reach for the box pulling it out and opening it grabbing a razor and SLAMMING it on the counter shattering it. I lift up my shorts to my hips cuz well I'm not stupid if they were on my wrists he'd notice and if they were on my thighs well then I could really never swim an shit (a/n I'm not calling anyone who cuts stupid its just for the image and I'm here for you I care and I'm going through the same thing I'm trying so hard not to cut my world is crumbling down so ya). I didn't realize Michael followed me I was so wrapped up in my own world. So set on cutting so damn it I would just bleed out I needed release. Michael bangs on the door. "Sky, baby please let me in. I wanna know what's wrong. Love? Please!" "No! Michael just no! I'm not worth it! I'm a slut! I'm so damn fat it's not funny! How can you love a girl like me!? Your fans are right. I should just kill myself." I whisper the last part hoping Michael didn't hear me. But when the banging on the door got louder and more frantic I knew he heard. "SKYLAR DONT YOU EVER SAY THAT!" " Baby please let me in! I want to help! Please, please, please!" Michael practically begged me. "No, Michael it has to be done. I can't handle it anymore." I say desperately as I move the blade closer to my hip. As I heard Michael's footsteps retreating I thought he was leaving so it made me cry harder than I already was. He didn't want to be with a girl like me duh. But little did I know he was just backing up to get more momentum. Right before the blade hit my skin the door came crashing down and Michael yelled stop and pulled me into his arms locking my arms and hands away from my hips. "Skylar let go NOW" he said gripping the hand with the blade on it. Squeezing it but not too tight just enough to make me drop the blade. It hits the tiled floor with a clang and that's when my walls come crashing down. It's like I couldn't even stand anymore my knees give out but Michael catches me before u fall and picks me up bridal style and carries me off to the bedroom me clutching his shirt in my hands his grip on me tightens like we need to be this close we're each others lifelines. He sets me down on the bed, him crawling in next to me pulling the covers up and holds me tight rocking my sobbing frame. "Sky, baby, why didn't you tell me?" Michaels asks me. "Um, we'll I've been doing it for a while and my ex found out he just left me right there I couldn't bare the thought of me losing you." "Oh, baby you know I would never do that. I'm not like him. I want to help you. I know it's hard to understand but those aren't fans and they are jut jealous bitches and bastards. Please don't listen to them. Whenever you feel like this come to me. Call me, text me, find me. Anything and Everything. I don't give a damn where I am what time it is. If Im halfway across the world. Whatever I want you to know I'm here and you're not alone. Got it." Michael tells me making me look at him. I didn't trust my voice so I just nod he leans down to kiss me making me forget of what just happened.

Damn I love this boy!

End of part 2

Hope you like this. Sky this is for you. I am here for anybody I know what your going through right now I have gotten so damn close to cutting. I have scraped up my skin most people don't that but ya. So I'm here for love y'all. Peace Out!

Haley Out!