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Ever Enough - A Rocket To The Moon (Song Preference)

((Ashton’s might be triggering. So please be careful.)) 

Ashton:

'No I’m never gonna leave you darling
No I’m never gonna go regardless’

"You don’t want me, Ashton. I’m just some broken girl with scars on her wrists and thighs and I can’t be fixed. You don’t want me. I’m not good enough for you!" You sob, as you stand in the bathroom, blood flowing from your cuts and a razor in your hand.

"Babe…" Ashton says, standing at the door.

"No, Ashton! Save it! Just say it! Just say we’re over! Just walk out! Everyone does anyway!"

"No, Y/N. I can’t do that. I love you so, so much. We’re gonna get through this, you and I. I promise. I’m not leaving." He says, helping you clean up your cuts. "Your past hasn’t been too good, but it doesn’t make me love you any less or make me love you any less. Please stop doing this to yourself. You mean so much to so many people, I promise you. We’re all here for you. It’s not going to get better right away, but I promise you, I’m never going to leave you and I’m going to help you get through this." By now, tears are streaming down his face as well as yours, and you hug him tightly.

"I love you Ashton. So, so much." You whisper in his ear.

"I love you too, Y/N."

Calum:

'For all that it’s worth, is it worth it?
Cause more than it’s hard to desert it.’

Another fight. Another sleepless night. You are getting tired. Calum is getting tired too, you can see it in his eyes. You love each other, you really do. But things are just getting so difficult. You’re both getting very irritable. Things just aren’t working out the way you wanted them to- you don’t know how to make them work.

"Cal…" You begin, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. "We really need to talk about this."

"Talk about what?" He basically shouts, startling you. "What is there to even talk about, Y/N? Nothing! Things aren’t working out!"

"Calum… Hear me out…" You stare into his eyes, which are empty. You stare back and the tears begin to spill for real- he didn’t look at you the same way anymore. "You know what? Is it really even worth it anymore?"

"I don’t even know." He replies coldly.

"You know what? I’m done, Calum. This is going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done, but… You obviously don’t love me anymore… And if our love isn’t honest, then I can’t do this anymore." You say, and turn away to grab your things.

Luke: 

'Even then, if your hope was shaking 
I’m here holding on’

 "There are things I can’t do, and this is one of them." You say sadly, holding your guitar in your hands. You’re supposed to be performing in your high school talent show, but you’re so nervous and you’re shaking horribly, tears streaking your face. 

"I know you can do it. You’re amazing, they’re going to love you." He kisses your cheek softly, which most definitely reassures you. 

"Thanks, Luke." You’re still extremely nervous, but you feel like you can get up there, at least. You hear your name being called and you kiss Luke softly before you go onstage, playing your song. Luke watches you from sidestage proudly. 

Michael: 

'I will always be yours forever and and more 
For the push and the pull’ 

"I’m really not sure what to do…" You sob. You knew something was wrong, but didn’t expect it to be this drastic. "I have cancer…" The word leave a bad taste in your mouth. You don’t know how long you have left, you don’t know how much longer you’ll be able to spend time with your family, your friends, and Michael. The thoughts eat up your brain, you can’t think of anything else, the only thing you feel right now is fear. You’ve never been more scared in your life. 

"Y/N- Don’t worry. We’ll get through this together, I promise." He holds your hand, and you begin crying. 

"I don’t want to leave you, Michael." You say. "I’m scared." You say, barely audible. He puts his arms around you, and holds you every second you cry.

"I’ll always be yours." He states quietly. 

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