My Big Brother

Chapter 4

The next morning I'm not feeling good so I stayed home while the boys went to Perkins to eat.

I mean I can't be pregnant, it was only last night. Maybe I should just go and buy a test to make sure?

I text Liam.

*going to Walgreens.. not feeling well. Did you use protection last night?*

I sit awkwardly waiting for the response.

I turn on the Pandora to get my worries washed away.

Gorilla by Bruno Mars turns on I lay down. My head hurts so bad. Along with my stomach. Nope. Nope. If I'm pregnant this will screw up everything. I want to change my major, to become an actress. I want to act and travel with no kids. None.

My phone buzzes and I'm so glad it's Liam.

*Shit!*

So this is it. I'm pregnant. My life plans screwed up so much. I burst out crying.

"THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!" I scream.

*You need to come home. Now.*

*I'm on my way hun*

I left for Walgreens, but I meet Liam and the boys in the lobby so I have to stay.

"Where are you going?" he asks.

"Walgreens. Duh," I say like a snot. Well I did already tell him once.

"Can I come with you?" Louis asks.

"Yeah! Let's go," I say and we start to walk.

"Louis I think I'm pregnant," I admit.

"Who, what, when, where, how?!" He asks.

"We all know that I'm not a virgin," I half laugh. "Neither of us."

The car ride is long, and very awkward.

I stare out the window at the cloudy England sky and let thoughts consume my head.

We finally get to Walgreens and Louis asks, "So we're getting pregnancy tests correct?"

"Yes."

We walk over to the maternity row and at the end is pregnancy tests.

I decide to get the most expensive, because they have to be the most reliable. We buy 2 of them so we can test them both and see if it's correct or not.

We buy some other grocery items and we head back to the hotel.

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We get back to the hotel room and I grab Liam. We go into the bathroom and lock the door.

"I think I'm pregnant. I mean its been a few days and that's when you normally start getting symptoms," I tell him.

"Ok, let's have you take these tests, see what happens, and we can go from there."

I politely ask him to leave and I have to drink a whole bottle of water so I pee. I turn on Pandora so I'm not just sitting here on the toilet.

Then I have a feeling of cramps hit then I have to pee. I hold it in and grab the two tests. I take test 'A' and pee on the stick. After finishing the first, I quickly test the other. 'B'.

I call Louis and Liam into the bathroom so I'm not here alone.

They get here, and I'm a nervous wreck.

"Oh my god!" I scream.

The test says to wait 5 minutes, and the results should be there, so I set an alarm to remind me.

Liam and Louis come running in and I tell them I'm just stressed.

"No! Stay, please," I beg.

The 5 minute alarm rings I run to go look at it.

The first test says,

Pregnant

The second says,

Not pregnant

"What the heck?" I say in shock.

"Let me go make an appointment," Louis laughs.

"Tomorrow at 4 p.m?" the lady asks.

"Yes indeed," Louis says to the lady one the phone. "Thank you. Bye now."

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Before I know it, it's 4 p.m. tomorrow.

"Louis, Liam, let's go," I yell.

"What about us?" the rest of them ask.

"Fine," I say out of sympathy.

We all fit into the car, I don't know how, but we did.

We check in, and start to wait.

"What if I'm pregnant?" I ask Louis.

"We'll figure it out sissy. Trust us."

"Lily Tomlinson," the nurse calls me in. I tap Louis and Liam's shoulders and we walk in.

They take so many tests get to figure out if I'm pregnant. I mean come on, hurry up!

They have us wait in the room, and that's when I'm start to freak out.

"Ok, I'm sorry Li, but I really don't want a baby right now," I tell Liam.

"Lily, we can have this baby, I love you. You that right?" he consoles me.

The doctor walks in, and he says, "I have the results," he says and I nod and grab Louis' hand. "Congrats! You're pregnant!"

No. NO!

'Excuse me," I say and walk out of the room. Soon after Louis and Liam are right behind me.

"This cannot be happening I yell as I get in the car. "My life is ruined! RUINED!"

The car ride home is silent, except for some music softly playing.

When we got home, I immediately get out of the far and go inside to my room.

I change out of my jeans and shirt, and change into sweats and a nice fitted v-neck.

I guess I have to go my mum sometime.. great.

I call into bed and just play on my phone. I need to calm down, a baby isn't too bad, is it?

I get out of bed, leave for mum's house. I up in the car and turn on Coldplay.

When I arrive at mum's house, I take a deep breath in and out. I hope mom won't be too mad. I'm 21 years old, stud can't make my decisions for me any longer.

I ring the doorbell and hope for the best.

"Lily?" mum asks.

"Hi mum, I'm just going to make this short and sweet. I'm pregnant," I tell her.

"You're what?!"

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Sorry it's short! I hope you enjoy this plot twist...

Bye for now!

-Sara