My Big Brother

Chapter 29

A song you should listen to this is This Women's Work. Relates a lot and overall a greatttttttt song. :)😘

"How is Louis going to react to this? How are the boys going to react? And the fans? Oh my god. This is all my fault." I start to sob again as we walk to the car.

"Babe. Stop. It's not your fault. You can't control the babies the growth. We are going to get through this together. The fans will support you. The boys included."

I sigh as I open the passenger car door and slide into the seat. I turn on some calming music and close my eyes.

*Flashback*

I wake up at 5 in the morning and I feel like I'm gonna barf. 'I can't possibly be pregnant again..' I think to myself.

I run to the bathroom and my guts spill into the toilet.

Liam comes running in concerned. "Babe.. I think I'm pregnant."

"But how? You can't be..."

"Go run out and get a test. I'm 99% sure I am."

Liam gets back from the drugstore close to home and he pulls out the test from the bag.

"I'm surprised they were even open."

"Me too.. well I'll leave so you can take it." I smile and nod as I make my way to the toilet.

I follow the instructions and wait a slow agonizing 5 minutes for the results show up. The timer and my phone goes off and my heart just about jumps out of my chest.

I look over my shoulder to where the test is.

Positive. I'm pregnant again.

"Liam.. come in here." I stick my head out the bathroom door. I point to the stick shaking.

"Lily this is great! We're going to be parents again!" Liam beams. He kisses me with joy. I smile into the kiss.

This has to be one of the best days yet.

*End of flashback*

Now I'm expecting twins but one is mentally challenged. I open my eyes and were pulling into the hotel parking lot. Paps are everywhere.

I try to make my way through the crazy mess with my stomach hurting like crazy.

We make our way into the lobby and finally to the elevator. We make it to our level and into our room.

I walk through the door to our room and everyone is sitting in the living room eating.

My eyes are swollen from all the crying. They're hurting as well.

I walk into the living room, I need to eat. Everyone turns to look at us.

"Oh my god.. what's wrong Lily?" Louis gasps.

"Nothing," I simply reply. I need to find Liam.

"Are you cleaning up the blood?" I ask as I walk through the door to our shared bedroom for only one more night.

"Yeah, we can't leave it here like this." Liam's obviously upset as well. He never gets really upset like this.

"I'll wait for you to finish then we'll tell them okay? They keep whispering about what's going on."

"Sounds good," Liam's voice cracks.

"Come here babe," I gesture for him to come here. I stops cleaning and comes over to me. I hug him and he starts to cry and break down.

"Babe, it's going to be okay. I'm okay, the babies will be too. I love you."

He cries and continues to. Niall walks in, unsure what was happening in our room.

"Wait.. is everything okay in here?" Niall asks with worry in his voice.

I shake my head crying. I'm upset, I'm causing everyone to be upset.

"Mommy! What's wrong?" Elle comes running up to me and Liam.

"Nothing's wrong baby. Just Mommy and Daddy are sad," I reassure Elle.

Me and Liam decide it's best to tell the boys and girls now. They're getting nervous knowing we're upset in here.

Me and Liam walk through the doors into the living room. All the heads in room snap towards us.

"Well hi.." Is all I manage to say.

"Would you like to tell what's wrong now?" Niall asks because he's the one who walked in.

"Uh sure. Well so me and Li went to the hospital because something happened this morning involving the babies." I say. "When we went to the doctors they did a bunch of tests and stuff to see what was wrong with me. This is what the doctor said exactly.

'Well there's a lot of results. It turns out, baby A (female) is 100% healthy. But the problem is that she has been growing and taking over the womb, making little to no room for baby B (male) to grow. He has started to grow but baby A's weight is on his head. Causing baby B to be mentally retarded.'"

I finish and a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Oh my god.. I'm so sorry guys." Louis says and stands up and hugs me. I start to cry again into Louis comforting arms.

"I love you Big," I whisper into Louis ear. Louis being my older brother, will always be my number one person in my life. He's so supportive, loving and caring and I seriously have no idea what I would do without him.

I release from his comforting grasp and wipe away the tears. "Well I'm going to my room." I walk into my room and gently shut the door behind me.

Liam's POV

"Liam, are you okay?" Niall asks me noticing I've been staring at the ground, crying for some time now.

"No, dude I'm not. The doctor told me today the twins have a 50/50 chance of not making it. That gives another 50/50 chance of Lily either. I can't lose 3 major people in my life at once. In one second they would be. Why her? Dr. Martin warned she's going to be in pain for the rest of her pregnancy. 7 months! She's due in November. Man, this sucks," I rant.

"I know man. Remember every single one of us is here for the two of you. Everyone loves Lily you know that right?" Niall tries to cheer me up by complimenting her and I smile to please him.

"I'm just going to make her coffee and cuddle and watch Endless Love her."

Endless Love is her favorite movie that came out about 13 years ago, but she's still in love with it.

{Remember this is in the future}

I walk into our room with two coffee mugs and Endless Love. I hand one of the mugs to her and show her I had Endless Love. Her face lights up and she takes a sip out of her coffee.

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We're halfway into the movie and Lily looks a lot happier than before. That's the saddest time I've ever seen her.

The movie is very close to her favorite part and I look over to her and she's under the blankets sleeping. What a sleeping beauty.

I get up to turn off the movie and slowly get up to put Eleanor to bed.

"Elle! Come here!" I whisper yell to get her attention. Her tiny little legs come running in from Andy, Zayn and Perrie's room. "It's time for bedtime baby."

I swoop her up and carry her over my shoulder and take her to her bedroom.

I change her diaper, then into her pj's and put her in her portable bed.

"Goodnight baby girl." I kiss the top of her head and she's sleeping by the time I shut off the light.

I walk back to our room and into bed. I kiss Lily and her temple and click the lights off to get a night's sleep after today's mess.

I love you guys a lot. 1.3k? this is crazy.

I'm sorry these have been really sad lately. But ily guys so stinking much!😘

❤️Sara❤️