I wake up panting and dripping in sweat at 7:50. My stomach is killing me. I'm not due so it can't be labor.
There's a heavy build up in my stomach, and I run to the bathroom. I barf my guts up into the toilet and I feel someone pulling my hair back.
"I hate being pregnant," I complain to Liam.
"But babe, just remember we'll have two angels soon!" Li tries to think on the bright side.
"Go back to sleep." I say. He kisses my forehead, and heads back to bed.
I make my way of the ground as brush my vomit flavored mouth. Once finished my mouth is coated with a nice, minty flavor.
I creep to the kitchen so I don't wake anyone up. I grab the journal that's sitting on the counter so I can write in it.
I go out to the balcony to get some fresh air. The view is priceless, a gorgeous pink sun peeking up from its rest.
Dear Diary,
I'm currently in Orlando, Florida for my 24th birthday. Liam went a little crazy for my birthday since I'm pregnant.
Speaking of pregnancy...
I'm 3 months, but my bump looks like I'm 5 months. They're due November 16th and I sure can't wait.
We found out the genders, a boy and girl. It's quite weird since Lou and Anna are pregnant with twin boy and girls as well!
We decided some name ideas,
Boys: Ryan Clark, James or Louis. And we were looking more and we both liked Nathan and Mitchell.
Girls: Spencer Avia or Hadyn (or Haden)
It's really nice whenever we go to the doctors since I can get to hear their heartbeats and see them whenever we get an ultrasound.
I just can't wait till the twins are here.
I get a lot of Twitter questions about my current pregnancy.
Such as...
'How is pregnancy different from Elle's?'
Very different. There's 2 little buggers in there so I feel 10 times more full. I still can't believe we're having twins. Kind of crazy to think about.
'Are you more sick or less this pregnancy?'
Definitely more sick. I thought Elle was bad, but no.
I'm still in shock I'll have a big baby bump in my wedding dress. I never imagined myself pregnant with twins on my big day.
My wedding day... Wow.
I'm getting married to the love of my life. I have to hand it to you Lou, you're the match maker! We've been together the most wonderful 3 years of my life.
He's the father of my children, my fiancée, my life. My everything.
Let's move on before this becomes waterworks.
Before I realize, I'm crying. Reality hit me. He's changed my life. I'm famous now, I never expected that. Ever. I grew up in a city with less than 50 people. My high school was in a complete different city because it was so small.
I'm cold so I walk back inside. When I walk in, Liam's inside cooking breakfast.
"I thought you were sleeping," Liam says looking up from the frying pan.
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My Big Brother
ספרות חובביםLouis is Lily's older brother. Louis is always busy doing stuff with his boy band, One Direction. One day she came to meet all of them, one special someone caught her eye... His name was Liam Payne. COPYRIGHT DO NOT COPY