Wake me up. Dan X reader

Complicated

You and Phil were alive again.

It was January 12th 2016.

Phil would be 29 soon.

You hadn't been online since December and your fans were worried. They tweeted you and dm'ed you, they commented on Phil, Dan and your videos. Conspiracy theories surfaced and rumors of your disappearance spread like wild fire in a dry forest.

You texted Zoe for the first time since you 'disappeared'.

Y/N: Zoe

Zoe: Oh my god! Y/N you have some explaining to do!

*you tell all.*

Zoe: Oh Y/N, you need to film or tweet.

Y/N: No, I can't. Can you please write a tweet saying I'm okay? Please? Xxx

Zoe: Fine, brb. Xxx

You pace around and give your phone a slight glance.

"those of you that are concerned about Y/N have nothing to worry about. She just needs space and time. Xxx" you exhale, she did it.

*Phil's pov*

"Stop it, stop it, stop it!" You muttered.

"Get her out of my head." You mumble.

Dan looks confused.

"Dude, what the fuck are you doing?" He asks.

You freeze, you didn't think you were talking out loud.

"Nothing Dan, just, thinking that's all." You say quickly.

Dan raised an eyebrow, "who is 'her'?" He asked.

You shake your head, "You won't know her but... When she comes in she lights me up and I feel warm and safe. When she smiles at me I shiver from the base of my spine up to my neck. And when she touches me, I'm numb expect from where she made contact with me..." You say zoning out into thought.

"sounds like Philly's in love!" Dan sings.

You laugh to yourself, "she won't like me back, she has a boyfriend too." You sigh slightly at the end.

"Too bad I guess, don't worry. Love hits you when it shouldn't, when you aren't looking for it. Even if it seems wrong to begin with hold onto it, don't let it go because it's so easy to loose. Once you do it's nearly impossible to get it back, it runs away from you. You watch them go away with someone else and imagine yourself in their place, it's the worst feeling in the world." Dan says wisely.

You look shocked, your bestfriend just said the most beautiful and inspiring piece of advice about love you've ever heard.

Dan sniggers and looks back at his book and flicks the page back and forth. Eventually he throws the book down frustrated and thinking.

He turns to you with an angry look. He's about to say something. He opens his mouth for a few seconds and breaths in. He purses his lips tightly and looked down. He walks away to his room probably to think.

You open the front door and look at the staircase. You creep down and look at Y/N's door. You raise your hand to knock but sigh and let it fall back to your sides.

You rest your back against the wall. Slumping down to the floor you look at your phone. 9pm.

You pluck up courage. You need it.

Talking to Y/N is essential. You don't have long.

You knock a few times. She answers.

"I need to talk to you." You say. She nods and guides you to the lounge.

"Listen-" you begin.

"No wait," she interrupts, you shut your lips tightly, "if this is about the video thing.." She says.

You shake your head. Your mind's racing.

"Well you see.." You pause. He raises her eyebrows.

"The thing is..." You stop again. She frowns confused.

"I.."

"I think I"

"I like you."