Wake me up. Dan X reader

Wake me up: Part 2

*Dan's POV*

It's Wednesday night I've sat beside her for almost a week. I haven't showered, I haven't changed and I have barely slept.

*Dan to you*

The nurses keep forcing food down my neck, I reluctantly accept their apples and crackers. They watch me eat slowly before rushing back to your room. The time spent away from you is agony.

If I'm not with you, I'm not okay. You have no idea how much I miss you. Please wake up Y/N.

*Phil's POV*

Dan won't tell me what's going on. I want to see her but I can't bring myself to go. I'll face her again someday. I am beginning to tolerate Dan's presence, he's not my problem now though. He's not come home.

And now, I don't want to say it. But I miss him...

*Zoe's POV*

I cannot get the image of Y/N out of my head.

Bleeding, pale, cold. She was just there, dead. Not really dead but she could have fooled me. I was going over to check on her and comfort her about Dan. I didn't expect to find her like this. I don't understand why she did it. I know she has depression and anxiety but I thought she was happy at least happier. Since she'd first broken up with Dan she was getting over it, then the second time she broke down before us.

It was horrible to watch.

As a friend from a distance, I felt useless. She was withering away and I just let it happen.

I've just seen her video. People are going crazy in the comments.

Asking if she was going to commit suicide, if she was dead, if she was okay. People are so invasive. I know her viewers are nice and supportive. However lots of them have no respect when it comes to privacy.

*Dan's POV*

The doctors say she's making good progress, now we just have to wait for you to wake up.

"Hurry up, please..." I begged.

I touched your head, your bandaged skull was so small and feeble. They'd performed surgery on you and put you back together like a jigsaw.

Even now you look beautiful. I'm taken aback by your radiance and elegance. I'm jealous of your kindness, your ability to turn hate to love. How you can forgive the biggest betrayals and spare someone from pain by taking it for them.

I shouldn't have met you, you've ruined me. I can't get you out of my life, I don't want you out of my life. Phil didn't deserve what you did for him. I don't deserve you...

Please wake up...

*Narrator*

You feel your heavy eyelids drift apart and light pours into your pupils.

You can't make out who or what is surrounding you. Your head hurts and your last memory is bloody floors and saying "I love you Dan..." To yourself.

"Y/N!" A voice calls out.

It sounds like...

"Dan?" You ask.

Your vision clears.

"Dan you look terrible!" You laugh.

"Not to good yourself!" He retorts.

His smile fades.

"Y/N you do know why you're here right?"

You shake your head, you wince in pain and Dan holds your hand.

"you tried... To... Kill yourself..." He stumbled on his words.

You nod, "Oh, i remember, I'm sorry. As usual I've taken centre stage and got everyone's attention. I'm so selfish." You sigh.

"No! You're not selfish, I am for not realising anything was going on... Wait why did you try to... You know?"

You look at Dan, he's covered in your blood. He's tired and malnourished.

"I ruined everything you and Phil worked for. I swooped into London, fell for my favorite youtuber and caused him and his bestfriend to fall out. You hurt each other, I hurt you two. Now Phil is a mess at home and you're here covered in my blood helping a girl who survived a suicide attempt. It's not exactly how I expected moving to London to go." You explain.

"you did hurt me but that's how I know you cared." He said, "You know Phil and I are working things out." You instantly smile, "Do we have to stay broken up?" He asked.

"No."