Esoterically Bound (The Vampire Diaries)

Chapter sixteen

(I thought I should suggest some song for you listen to while reading it, so the songs for this chapter are: mirrors by Justin Timberblake and what make you beautiful cover by the 1975. Comment if you listened to these while reading it.)

|~Chapter Sixteen~|

I ate my food whilst Klaus chugged down his fifth whiskey. I rolled my eyes at him as he stared at me as I ate my food.

"Don't stare." I said.

"Hurry up eating then or talk while your eating. Explain something to me." He said.

"Explain what?" I said wiping my mouth.

"Why you refuses to kiss me last night but then kissed earlier today." He said folding his arms and leaning forward.

"Really? Out of all the things for me to explain. You want to me answer, I don't know why, I just did it." I answered.

"But why? Was it impulse or did you realise you made a mistake last night and you were making up for it?" He asked.

"I don't know." I said slamming my fork on the plate.

"Jeez, I woke the lion." He muttered.

"You want to be prove it was impulse?" I asked standing up.

"What do you mean by-" I cut him off by kissing him. He brought his hands up my neck and into my hair.

"You two this a family place." Damon said behind us.

I ripped my lips from Klaus's and turned around to see Damon, Caroline and Elena. I smirked in embarrassment and sat back down.

"Hello." Klaus said to them.

"Wow, you moved on fast." Caroline laughed.

"Shut up." He said.

"Where Tyler?" I asked trying to change the conversation.

"I don't know actually, he hasn't call me in ages." She said.

"So where have you been for the past day or so?" Elena asked changing the conversation again.

"New Orleans." I smile, eating a single chip off my plate.

"Oh...fun?" She questioned.

"Not really." I said looking over at klaus.

"Well we should leave you to it." Damon said, taking Elena's hand and guiding her away. Caroline followed, we waved them goodbye.

"Well that was embarrassing." I said taking a sip out of my drink.

"Not to me love." He smirked.

I finished my food and we went home. We got the car and drove back to Klaus's house. We arrived before going in, going upstairs and getting ready for bed. Once I had finished I laid in bed and looked at the ceiling.

I really didn't know my feeling for klaus and I know me deciding is going to keep me up all night. The thought of that makes me want to decide and get over with it. If I did have feeling for him, I wouldn't do anything. We would only have those three kisses we have shared. No more. I can't have a lovely dovey boyfriend due to this spell put on me. No guy would be with a girl where you would have to wait every twenty years to see her.

It's really all I want. To have a boyfriend who I can grow old with. But I can never have that, my life is too complicated for that unfortunately. I just wish that I could have a simple life, not knowing of these of supernatural creatures or being one. I guess that's life for me. I bet it's my life purpose.