Betrayed

Memories

I laid in bed, laying still.

I stared at the clock, 8:34pm, just 14 hours before I was shipped of to hell. I did what I would do best to take my mind off things, listen to music. I put on my headphones and put my iPod on shuffle. A song played, a song I haven't heard in a long time. 'For the nights I can't remember' by Hedley, hearing it caused memories to start rolling by, starting with Allison.

I remembered how her lips felt, so soft and moist. I laid next to her, kissing her passionately. She got on top of me and giggled, playing with my shirt, and took it off. It didn't bother me though. She pressed her body again mine, and wrapped her delicate hands around my neck, and I wrapped mine around her waist.

''We can stop if you want.'' I said breathing heavily, kissing her literally took the breath out of my body.

''I don't want to,'' She started frenching me; usually I'd mind, but not with her; '' I like it.'' She spoke softly.

I held her tightly, I liked how her body felt against mine. We both didn't wanna stop, but we did. She was breathing heavily too, guess both of us got carried away. ''I'm sorry'' She apologized, I didn't know why.

''Why? I didn't mind one bit'' I reached for her hand, and she reached for mine. We both leaned in for another kiss, but then...

''My father,'' She scrambled and put my shirt back on, and tried to push me into the closet. She locked me in, and opened the door, I could barely make out what they were saying, but once they were done, she let me out.

''You have to leave, I'm sorry. My father would kill me if he...''

''I understand.'' I walked out to her balcony, and got ready to jump.

'' I'm looking forward to tonight''

My heart sunk after I heard that. '' Yeah, me too''

I kissed her one more time, and got ready to jump. ''Are you sure about this?'' She asked in her soft angelic voice.

''Its ok, I've done this before'' I said confidently, I turned around and said under my breath,'' In my dreams...''

I jumped off and landed on my legs, a sharp pain running up my thigh. I ignored the pain and waved bye, and limped away.

The song changed to 'Destroya' by My Chemical Romance. I remembered the fight with Jason, I quickly changed the song. My arms dropped, it was 'Sing' by My Chemical Romance.

This was a memory I'd rather leave alone.

I walked down the stairs, I heard a noise. I saw my father in his uniform, reaching for some coffee in the fridge.

''Hey, champ. What are you doing up at 4 in the morning.''

''I heard a noise, what are you doing up dad?''

''Got a call, I'm gonna have to do some rounds, I'll be back by 10.''

He reached for something in the counter. '' I found your old ball in the garage, think you might wanna throw some hoops with your old man?''

A cocky smile filled my face,'' Only if you wanna get schooled by your son.''

''I'll take my chances'' My dad smiled as he loaded his gun.

All of a sudden, the happiness was shattered. Our glass door exploded, and my father fell to the floor, into a pool of his own blood.

I saw a shadowed figure in the backyard, I rushed to catch the guy. But I was stopped by what remained of my father. ''Dad, are you ok?''

My dad coughed up some blood.'' Dad, hang in there I'll call the hospital..'' He grabbed my hand and told me it would be useless.

''Protect your mom Alex'' He coughed up a river of blood before finally closing his eyes.

''Dad? Dad? DAD!!!!'' Tears were welling up in my eyes,'' MOM!!! Somebody help!!!''

I turned off the music and threw my iPod at the wall.

I closed my eyes and tried to forget the bloody memory, tried to think of Allison. But it didn't work.

I rocked back and forth, crying....

I wiped my tears and picked up my laptop.......