"Wake up."
"Ashton, wake up"
Noelle?
"Wake up Ashton, i mean it"
Did my wish come true?
Am i really dead?
Oh my god, i have to wake up. I can finally, after all this time, see Noelle again.
"Ashton!"
Yeah, yeah, Noelle relax i am coming.
"Hey, Wake up!!"
I open my eyes, and look into blue ones, these eyes are not Noelle her eyes.
I am not with Noelle.
"I am not dead." I say.
Shit, shit, shit. I am alive, fuck what am i supposed to do now?
I hold my breath.
"No, you are not dead.." the person says in a 'duhh' tone.
I am still holding my breath.
"Why aren't you talking?" He sounds annoyed.
I know that voice don't I?
I look around while holding my breath, i am still in the park, i really really want to breath but i don't allow myself.
Air is a luxery, which i can't afford. I don't deserve it.
I look at the person who was talking to me. His lips are moving but i do not hear anything. Fuck, i am really fucked up in the head. I try to understand what he's saying but i have no clue.
Wait.
Huh.
No, what huh.
I am so sure i know that face.
And it was then that i shook the sleepy-fase thing.
Luke Hemmings. I am so shocked that i only saw him just yet. That i gasp for air.
Shit! Fuck! I have to get out of here.
I look around slowly and then so that he won't expect it, suddenly i run. As hard as i can.
"No, Ashton wait!"
But i don't wait for him. I run for my life even tho my life means nothing to me.
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life is never easy a.i
FanfictionAshton has a hard time in life, he's been through a lot. his parents aren't as understanding as they should be, they make him go to therapy. Ashton hates living, he gave up, but nonetheless he is still alive, for now at least..
