life is never easy a.i

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"Mom i'm going outside" i yell and make my way to the front door. School was shit today, like always. I need to be in fresh air and darkness. I love to be outside when it's late and dark, it feels more like home then my actual home. I don't know why but it feels like i can't breath during the day. When i'm outside at night it feels like i can finally breath normally.

"Wait ashton, where are you going?" My mom asks.

"The park" i answer.

"It's already late and dark ashton"

"Mom come on, it's just the park" she's so annoying.

"Why would you like to go there anyway and why so late"

"I just like being outside when it's dark" i say and wait for her to speak.

"Are you dealing drugs or something like that, that's illegal or are you going to a party, you know alchohol is bad right? I don't want you to drink that stuff, you shouldn't want to drink it yourself. Your not even old enough to drink, you can't drink, i- we, your parents do not want you to drink alchohol or are you going to smoke, you can get cancer if you smoke. We don't want you to smoke, smoking is bad and for bad people. I never once smoked in my life i never did drugs and i rarely drink any alcho-"

"No what the fuck, mom. Can i please just go?"

"Don't swear! And i don't want you to be outside so late, alone" she says.

"I agree with your mother!" My dad says from the kitchen. I don't think he even knows what our conversation is about.

This is what i mean with there is so much difrence between me and them. They don't understand, they never did.

"I hate you guys so much!" I yell and run up the stairs. Why do they always have to be so stupid, can't they just try to see it the way i do. That i like being outside and not dealing drugs. And what if i drink alchohol, that would be my choice, its my body! I like the taste of alchohol because when i drink it i don't have to think about my shitty life and shitty parents.

They think they are such great parents but the're not they are the worst.