life is never easy a.i

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"Ashton Irwin"

I stand up as i hear my name being called. I walk to my therapist and shake his hand.

"Goodmorning" he says.

"Morning" i reply, there's no need to say goodmorning when it's not a "good" morning.

"Have a seat"

I walk over to the chair and sit down.

"How are you?"

I shrug "fine, a bit tired"

"Tired of what"

I'm already getting annoyed.

"Tired of life, tired of having no friends of people being mean, tired of what my parents want me to do and like, like what the hell i want to go to the park when it's dark but i can't go because it's late and dark of course it's late because it's only dark when it's late! Then they just assume i deal drugs, which i don't. Then they say i can't go to a party, like i didn't even wanted to go to a party in the first place. Hell, i would never ever go to a party because there would be to many people and my parents, as my parents should know that. They should trust me! I am not allowed to drink because it's bad but i like it but they don't know that. I hate that they always behave. I just want to die only thinking about how shit they make my life. They are so proud because they have never done drugs and never smoked and rarely drink. My life at home is hell because they suck and i'm not allowed to go out so I'm stuck! My life at school is hell too because I hate school, everybody is mean and I have no friends. I'm not good at any subject, I hate all the pressure I can't take it. I just really hate my life. My parents would probably be happy if I died, they are so good at pointing out my flaws. I can't even remember the last time they were proud of me. At school everybody thought I was dead and they all told me how sad they were because I didn't, I repead didn't died" I take a deep breath and continue. "I have no reason to be here"

My therapist stares at me shocked. Was my story to long, or to depressing? I thought I left the most depressing things, like how I feel about myself and that shit that is even worse out.

"Time is up. I, I uh, will call your parents"

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The fucker, he called my parents and guess what?

He wants me to take antidepressants, not going to happen.