Not As It Seems (Alaskan Bush People Story: Sequel to Love)

Can't Be Undone

Snowbird POV

It had been a week since the proposal and we had two months till the wedding. We were going into town for our dresses. We need to find her dress, the bridesmaids' dresses, and the flower girl dresses. We had all the girls on the boat, including wives, with Blaine and Bam. Bam was going to steer the boat. Blaine had to make a few delivers in town for his stain glass pictures. All of us were walking to the local dress store. Blaine and Bam were making the deliveries. We walked through the door as we started with her dress first. I started with one rack as they started on another. I kept looking at each one and then I found the perfect one. It had sleeves of lace, the entire dress had lace with beads and pearls. It screamed Charlotte. "Charlotte, I think I found one you might like." She came over to me and gasped. "I think this one is perfect." She grabbed it off the rack as she went into the dressing room. Eleanor and I helped her into the dress. Seeing her in it, it was absolutely stunning. She stepped out of the room onto the floor in front of the mirrors. All of us started tearing up. "This is it. This the dress I'm going to marry Bear in." She was crying and we hand her a Kleenex. Then we started on the search of the other dresses.

Blaine POV

I was making the last delivery as I came upon a house. I walk up to the front porch and knock. A woman answers the door "Hello. Can I help you?" "I'm Blaine and I'm here to delivery your stain glass picture." "Yes, of course, do come in." I walk into her home as she leads me to set it on the kitchen container. I was starting to stare at her as she stared at me. She was a very hot woman. "Do you mind to hang it up for me? I have a hammer and nails. I'm not tall enough to reach the top of the window." "Sure." She left to get the supplies. She was carrying a ladder with a nail and hammer. I unfold the ladder as she pointed to the window she wants it to hang from. She handed me the nail as I hammer it into the wall. She attached a strong string to the picture as I hung it. I step down the ladder and stood back to look at it. "It looks great; thank you." "Your welcome." "I wanted to ask you something. Would you like to go get drinks later?" "I can't tonight but I can tomorrow." "Sounds great. I'll meet you at the bar by the water. My name is Lily by the way." "Looking forward to it." I didn't think I was doing anything wrong. I just needed a friend. I take my leave as I make my way back to the boat. I notice all of the girls making it to the ramp. "Do you ladies need help carrying all those dresses?" "Yes please. You can take the flower girl dresses." I take them from Birdy. We walk the rest of the way to the boat as Bam helps to bring all of them and the dresses onto the boat. We handed him the dresses and then the girls. I step up and then we were off.

We made it back to Browntown as we helped each other off the boat. Bear was there to meet us but Charlotte stopped him. "You cannot see the dress until the day of the wedding." "Not even a peak?" She shook her head no as they made their way of the main house. I knew Ami wanted to see all of the dresses because she couldn't go. I walk back to my cabin to work on some more projects.

Ami POV

I was watching all the girls try on their dresses. They all looked beautiful. I started tearing up looking at my family. It was growing right before my eyes. Charlotte was going to be a great wife to Bear and a mother to Ana. I miss Anastasia all the time and I hated how she went out. It was a horrible tragedy but I got a granddaughter out of it.

Eleanor POV

After finding the perfect dress, I went to my cabin to clean the house. It really needed it. I spent hours cleaning our house. I wipe the sweat from my forehead as I decided to make cookies for Bam. I knew his fantasy was for his girl to be making cookies in just an apron. I wanted to make that happen. I go to take a shower and shave everything. I wanted to be prefect for him. I got out and changed into comfy clothes. I walk over to Noah and ask if he could watch Diana for me. I know Valerie and her would love to play together. He said he would and bring her home later. "I also need you to tell Bam to meet me at our cabin in twenty minutes." He nodded his head as I made my way back home. I grab his favorite apron as I close the curtains. I set ingredients out in our kitchen and start the oven. I put on some of his favorite perfume and leave my face bare. He liked it that way better. I take my clothes off and put my apron on. I look out the window to see him coming. I go over to the ban and open the cookie dough. I hear the door open. "Noah said you needed me." "Yes." I turn and look over my shoulder to see he was looking at me. I turn back around and put a few cookies on the ban. I put twelve cookies in the oven and I bent down so he could look at my ass. "Do you like what you see?" "No, I love it." I turn to look at him as he was taking his clothes off and letting his hair down.

The apron doesn't cover much and he can see both of my breasts. I could see he was getting excited. He walked over to me slowly and locked the door in the process. Nothing was going to ruin his fantasy. Now he was standing in front of me as he stared me down. He picked me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He kissed me hard. I think we both needed a good moment of sex, not making love. He got down on his knees and pulled my apron up.

After we had sex on the floor, we were cuddling on the floor. "Thank you for doing that for me. I hope I didn't hurt you." "No, I have had worse." He looked up at the ceiling thinking about that comment. "What was the worse encounter you ever had with one of your clients?" "A guy wanted to act out of his one of his fantasy. He had always wanted to rape a girl that looked like a college student and he had given me an outfit to wear. I was in a white shirt with a plaid short skirt. I had pigtails with stocking and heels. He would rip the clothes off of me and he took me from behind." "Is that why you didn't want to try that the other night?" I shook my head as he pulled me closer. "That was the reason I had decided to do this. I wanted to make it up to you." "You didn't have to do that for me. I never want you to do anything that will make you uncomfortable. I know that you had a bad life before me but I want to make it better." "You do, every day." I kiss him.

Blaine POV

I couldn't keep Lily off of my mind. I thought of her every minute until I was getting in bed with Birdy that night. She had gotten on top of me and started kissing my neck. "Hey, Bird, I'm not really in the mood. I really just want to go to sleep." "We haven't made love in a long time. I need you." I pull her off of me as I lay her beside me. I turn my back to her as I stare at the wall.

I feel the bed move as she turned away from me to. I fall asleep knowing she was crying herself to sleep.

The next morning, I wake before her to get started on my next project. I have many to catch up on. I was going to make a few deliveries this afternoon and then meet Lily by six. I go through my day as normal and I gave her some space. I could tell she was upset. I ask Bam to give me a hand with all the paintings to my skiff. I had two deliveries that I need to make. "I will be a little late, I have to pick some supplies up at the crafts store." He nodded his head "What is going to between you and Birdy?" "We are having a few problems in our marriage but I believe we can work them out." He patted my back as I got into the skiff and drove away.

Bam POV

I walked over to Birdy and she was playing with Peter. "Hey" She looked up at me as she put the truck down for hin to play with it. She stood up and hugged me. I wrap my arms around her and I could feel her tears on my shirt. I think she just needed to have someone hold her. I just held her as she cried.

Blaine POV

I had made my deliveries and made my way to the bar. I was late and I could see her sitting at the bar. I put my hand on her back as she turned. "Hi, how are you?" "I'm great, how are you?" "It has been a good day and now you have made it better." The bartender came over and I ordered two beers. We had started talking and drinking more drinks. We decided to do shots. We had two each. She had excused herself to the bathroom. She was gone for a few moments and then I made a decision.

Lily POV

I was washing my hands as the door opened and it was him. He came in and locked the door. He rushed over to me as he grabbed me and pushed me up against the wall. He raised my dress. His pants fell to the ground and he took me. He was so good. I needed him. Then we finished together. He put his pants back on and looked back at me. "I'm sorry but I don't think we need to see each other anymore. I don't think it would be a good idea to talk about it. My wife doesn't need to know." "My boyfriend wouldn't like it either but I like what we just did." "I did too." "You can over to my house twice a week. My boyfriend has to work on a five-day stretch. He works Monday through Friday in a different town." "I will be back in a few days."

Blaine POV

I felt a little guilty but it was fun. I wanted to see where it goes. I needed more of Lily.