A Player's Responsibility

Josh's view chapter 4:page 3

My mom was back home from hospital, and was on bed rest, she couldn’t move or do anything for a while, and anyway I would let her, as I was scared she was going to leave me every minute of every day.  I couldn’t bring myself to think that she not going to be there to make me Mac and cheese, or do my laundry, was my dishes, iron my uniform, or even make me chicken soup when I’m ill. (It hurts even thinking about it). I had myself a mission accomplish to distract me from my mom, winning sally’s heart. It was not going to be easy meeting all those terms. I wasn’t fully addicted to drug, because I didn’t have money to sustain that habit, so it was easy letting it go. And for my smoking I got a nicotine patch, an electric cigarette to help me, (even though I reduced, and practically stop smoking around the house, when I found out my mom had breast cancer). I spent all night studying day and night, and Chloe was a great help.  She stopped by to see how I and my mom were doing, and she promised to help me win sally. I never notice how smart and intelligent she was.

 She was also kind and caring, and we talked more now than we did when we were dating. (I was beginning to think maybe ally was robbing off on her). Chloe may sure that I did not smoke, drink or do alcohol, and she was determined to see I pass my exam. She also accompanied me to church for the next four week to make sure I go. (I would have gone anyway to ask God for a miracle for my mom, if he will listen to someone like me. I would have been ok if it was me, not my mom, she doesn’t deserve this). As for hanging out with my friends, it wasn’t an issue I told them the situation and they agreed, and Chloe was awesome and fun to hang out with.

I also started seeing someone about my dyslexia and I told my teachers about my dyslexic. (They felt pretty stupid and foolish, crazy teachers) they apologised and offered to help me and provided equipment and special items and tutoring that would help me with my exam.

After 4 weeks I got a D+, but somehow I know she would still accept me. (Chloe told me she was crazy about me, and that she keeps on asking how I’m doing and if everything’s ok with my mom. She also said that Chloe is just using this to test if really like her. (Girls what are they like.)

I went to her house with the result she opened the door and I showed her my English result, “That’s great! She shrieked, you improved next time you could get a C.” and she gave it back and I did a little down when she was not looking. “So does that me you would go out me”.  She smiled and held my hands and kissed me softly on the cheek. “You’ve earned the right Josh Hutchinson”. And I held her and kissed her gently but firmly.