Who am I?
I am Phil Lester.
I am in love with him... no.
I am in love with her.
I want to die.
I want her to crush my worthless body in her soft embrace. I want all of my bones to shatter at once while he watches, so that he may feel the pain I've endured. Then he shall drown in his own salty tears, which will create the most beautiful ocean, filled with blood and broken hearts; and she will be happy.
She will be happy... and that is all that matters.
Grace's lips brushed against Phil's, snapping him out of his daze. Her breath was warm and smelled of lemons and honey. Phil's breath caught short when she appeared and he almost cried when she left. He craved her touch, though he didn't know why. It was almost as if he loved her, though he knew he loved Dan.
Daniel James Howell.
He was gone, of for that matter, Phil was taken from him, but he almost didn't want to be there. Bloody Hell, he didn't even know what he wanted anymore; his opinions were replaced by someone else's thoughts.
Phil was slowly going insane and it hadn't even been a week.
Hello friends! Yes, I'm aware that this is really short, but I promised fearhowling I'd update today so... are you at least slightly happy?
Also, HOLY FUCKING SHIT THERE ARE OVER TWO AND A HALF HUNDRED READS OH MY FRENCH!!! What do you guys even like about this book? What do you see in it? I'd seriously like to know!
The audition went really well, but oh my lord, some of the other people who auditioned were pieces of shit, and not in talent, but in behavior. So, that's my life... I would go on a rant but I'm tired and you probably don't want to hear my rant anyway.
Goodbye children. Have a fantabulous night!
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Danny's Girl (Phan)
FanfictionI've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phi...
