Glancing up at myself in the mirror, I'm startled. What have i done?
It's just so strange....
I've never had short hair in my entire life, ever. I never thought i could pull it off, or at least that's what everyone (meaning my mother), said. But i've come to realize, anyone can pull off short hair, if you have to confidence to. Dani did, Does, and now i do. Although mine is shorter than hers, which is ironic, if you really think about it. It's practically buzz cut, except i kept fairly long bangs, and i must admit, it doesn't look to bad. I think i like it. I also have a new tattoo, my first tattoo, a butterfly behind my ear. I like it too.
I don't know what's going on in my mind, but i kinda think i like it. Recreating myself, or more so creating myself concidering the fact that everything else up to this point seems like it's all been an act.
Everything except for Dani.
Dani has always been real, maybe that is what this about, i want to be real for Dani.
No.
I remember the word Dani said to me when i walked out of her room last week, and for the first time i think i understand them. I have to do this for me just like she has to so that for her,
God i love her,
Even with this whole self creation thing,,, I still have a calender counting down the days untill december.
December.
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Dani's December
Romantik(This is only the first Chapter) Dani's December is about how Dani changed Jens life. Moving to the gray lifeless town Dani brings a burst of color into Jens life, then rips it away by being sent to rehab. As Jen counts the days until Dani get out...
