What If? {Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 2 - Hello Heartache

-Louis' POV-

I was going to do it, I knew I had too. I manned up and went over to her,

"Hey Roxy. Long time no see"

She looked up at me, she looked speechless. It was just like that time last year in Mr. Walmarts classroom...

******FLASHBACK******

She was sitting at his desk playing around with the pens, I decided to walk in and say hello since her annoying friend Sage wasn't there.

"Hey Roxy."

She looked up at me surprised (as she always did) She looked down at a paper, then back to me.

"Hi.."

She awkwardly said and went back to playing with the pens, not trying to make me notice that she was nervous. She can't hide her emotions well because I can tell whenever she's sad, mad, happy, hungry (Don't ask me how I know, I just do, OK?) I decided to break the ice and start a conversation,

"How are you?"

She looked back up at me,

"I'm ok thanks.. and how are you?"

She asked with a bit of a crack in her voice. I nodded,

"I'm good, good!"

She looked back down at the pens, before i could say anything else the bell rung.

"See you later, I guess."

I mumbled and walked away.

Why was she so subtle with me? Is it because of the secret admirer note that she gave me? She came clean to me on facebook and I kind of blew her off, I know I shouldn't have done that but I didn't know her well enough to tell her I like her. All I can remember is how she replied to me when I rejected her,

"Ok... I promise I won't bug you anymore.. I'm sorry."

What did she mean? Why is she being so distant?

*****FLASHBACK OVER*****

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at her, she responded,

"Yeah, it has been..."

I nodded, and we both said at the same time,

"How are you?"

We laughed,

"I'm good, and yourself?"

She asked me, still trying to recover from laughing,

"I'm great actually."

I smiled, which must have been infectious because she did too, she normally wouldn't smile at me if I tried to talk to her before,

"So Louis, did you fail Sec 5? Or are you just visiting?"

I laughed at her attempt to make me look stupid,

"I'm just visiting.. For the whole day, so yeah, I can say I failed Sec 5 and I can regain my graduation diploma."

She laughed, oh how nice it was to see her happy again.. How nice was it to even be here with her right now?... The best actually,

"Well, to be honest, it's pretty boring without the sec 5's here. I hate to say it but I actually miss the chaos from you guys. Even though I didn't really talk to any of you.."

I remembered the crazy days of sec 5, me and my best friend Chad always sticking together because we're not crack heads like the rest of those idiots in our class. I remembered encountering Roxy, she was always looking the other way or doing anything she could do to avoid me. At the time I didn't mind, but right now, it really kills me to know that I didn't even give her a chance.

My thoughts got cut off with that same bell that rung at the same hour when I attended this school,

"Well I gotta get to Gym. Have a good life, Louis."

She said and walked down the grey and orange cement stairs to the small gymnasium..

What did she mean, 'Have a good life?' She might have changed her look. But she was still the same Roxy, the one that always ran away from me.

Sorry if this chapter was long, all of them are probably gonna be longer than this though... So Stay Strong Lovelies. Don't be afraid to leave me comments or votes... xx (P.S. This is gonna be hard for me to write because I really am trying to get over him... some days I miss him and some days I don't. It all depends on what happens)