What If? {Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 13 - Goodbye, Goodbye

-Louis' POV-

As we got home from go-karting, Roxy ran into my room and grabbed some clothes and ran into the bathroom.

I was surprised that she didn't say anything to me.... Did she meet Eleanor? Oh.. Eleanor is my ex... She still has feelings for me but I don't know if I'm completely over her..

Roxy walked out of the bathroom with her hair straightened. She was wearing a lot of eye-liner and a black tank top and light blue ripped skinny jeans.

"Where are you going?"

I asked as she grabbed her purse and phone,

"I'm just going to hang out with Kendall."

Her words hurt, I couldn't believe she was ditching me for that white trash!

"Oh."

I said uninterested,

"What do you mean, Oh?"

She said getting closer to me,

"Nothing Roxy. You want me to walk you to the metro?"

I asked changing the subject,

"It's ok, Kendall's gonna meet me there."

Every time she said his name, it stung.

She walked out the door and I watched out the window to see her walking on the sidewalk. Why did she want to hang out with Kendall? I left her for a second alone at Harry's and I came back to see her blushing and laughing at what ever he said. I just hope nothing happens between them..

-Roxy's POV-

As I got off of the metro I saw Kendall leaning against the wall looking at me,

"Hey Rox."

Rox.. Louis called me that earlier today.

He handed me a little box,

"What is it?"

I asked curiously,

"Open it up and you'll see."

I opened the box to find a little chain with a charm silver peace sign on it,

"Perrie told me that you told her that you were trying to find a necklace just like this. I knew where I could find one and I just wanted to give it to you as a little gift."

He said as he turned me around so he can put it around my neck,

"Wow, that's so sweet of you."

He turned me around and intertwined my fingers with his and swung my hands around in a slow motion,

"She told me how much you liked them and she likes them too."

I nodded,

"Yeah, I was so envious of her peace sign necklace."

I said and blushed a little just staring in his green eyes, I was mesmerized as always,

"So I got us two tickets to see We're the Millers. Or would you like to chose another one-"

"No, it's ok. I wanted to see that movie for so long now!"

I jumped a little, Kendall laughed,

"Sorry, I'm just so excited!"

"There's no need to be sorry gorgeous, now lets go!"

We both cheered as we walked to the theatre.

(After the movie)

Kendall decided to take me out to dinner, he suggested somewhere fancy... But I really wanted a quarter pounder from McDonald's.

As I took a bite out of it, Kendall chuckled,

"I've never been out with a girl that would rather go to McDonald's than a fancy restaurant."

He said and took a bite of his Big Mac,

"You've been hanging out with the wrong girls then."

I replied as I took a bigger bite out of my burger, he gave me a napkin and kept chuckling,

"First of all, you laugh at the guy in the movie who got bit in the testicles that we're enlarged. You get the biggest soda and popcorn and nachos at the theatre and than you want a cheeseburger over a salad. Where were you raised women?"

He said jokingly,

"I'm a country girl, but I like pop-rock music better."

"Oh, how impressive. Do you like country music."

I shook my head,

"But your a country girl?"

"It doesn't mean that I'm supposed to dress up in suspenders and cardigans and have pigtails and wear a cowgirl hat. That's stereotyping the situation. I'm a rocker chick at heart. What about you pretty boy, you look like you've been born and raised in the city."

"Yeah, I'm originally American though, but when I moved away from my parents. I got a chance at pursuing my dream and there's a recording studio near where I live so I took the chance and my albums almost done. But I'm not doing it alone, I'm living my dream with my three best friends. James, Carlos and Logan ."

"Oh yeah I met them when we were go-karting, they seem nice."

I said with a smile,

"They're like my brothers."

"I have one brother actually, his name is Roger."

He nodded his head, wait a second... Roger... How long have I been away from home..?

I looked up at Kendall and he finished off his Big Mac and sipped on his coke.

"Do you guys get along?"

Kendall asked while putting down his beverage,

"Yeah, we do. Most of the times."

I said and he laughed, what a beautiful laugh he had. Such an intriguing voice too.

I took our garbage and put in the garbage can,

"Roxy I could've done it."

"It's fine... Unless you want to dig in the garbage and find it and then throw it back in."

I sarcastically replied. He laughed and intertwined our fingers again.

(Later on)

I was down the street from Louis place with Kendall sitting at the park. I've learned so much about him. He's such a nice guy.

"Well, I've got to go back to Louis' to get my stuff and go back to Red Valley."

Kendall's face dropped,

"That's so sad, are you going to come back to Montreal because i'd really like to see you again."

I smiled at his response, I've never heard a guy say that to me before. It feels nice.

"I sure will."

I said and painted a smile on my face as I gave him one last hug and I was on my way to Louis'.

(At the door)

I walked in and saw a bunch of candles lit up on the kitchen table and all of the counters and the lights were dimmed. There was pink rose pedals leading towards Louis' bedroom door.

I opened the door slightly and heard moans coming from the other side... There was Louis. The guy I once loved. Having sex with.... Eleanor? How could he? I thought he loved me? Well my heart is now crushed again because of him. I grabbed my bag quietly so Louis didn't see me. I ran out of his room and out of the apartment fast. I couldn't bare to be there any longer. Goodbye Montreal.

I got on the metro and plugged my earphones in my phone and put my music, I tried to get into the song and I listened to the lyrics,

"Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, like the first time
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, like the first time
You never really knew me
Never ever, never ever saw me
Saw me like they did
You never really loved me never really, never really loved me
Loved me like they did"

I let a few tears slip out of my eyes.
I wasn't going to cry in front of people.

The lyrics in the song hit me, Tegan and Sara were right. Louis never saw the real me. Not the me that everyone else sees. Louis never loved me or cared about like anyone else has. Why would he change his mind now? I was so stupid to think he would have changed... Right?

This chapter was so hard to write because of the elounor moment in this one! I just want to let everyone know that I do not hate Eleanor at all, it's just she fits well in this story and whatever I write about her is not true because she is a very lovely person! And what about Kendall and Roxy's first date? I has a fun time writing that part. What do you think? Loxy or Kexy? Feel free to comment! Stay strong lovelies xx