Chapter 24 - Home

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-Louis POV-

Roxy and I got home at 2:00 in the morning last night, the last thing I remembered her say to me in our conversation before we both fell asleep in my arms,

"I'm so nervous to confront Jem tomorrow."

I was extremely worried for her... From what I heard her grandma was really hard on her... I just hope she just doesn't take it so personally..

I was in the kitchen making Roxy some breakfast so that she can get ready to go see Jem. Thank god it's the weekend so Roxy can get this over with earlier than later.. I saw her walk out of the bedroom with bed head and ruffled pyjamas,

"Good morning babe."

I said and kissed her cheek, she let out a deep breath and sat down at the table and digged in to the pancakes I made,

"Thanks for the pancakes Lou."

She didn't look up at me, I knew this was really bugging her, I went closer to her and lifted her chin up with my index finger and looked into her tired blue-red eyes,

"I know your really worried about Jem. But everything's going to be fine."

She sighed,

"You don't know her Lou. She doesn't take anything I do seriously. If I tell her I'm attending VTA, she's going to go crazy. She's even going crazy that I'm living with you."

She ranted and I could see how upset she got over-worrying about Jem. She got up and went back into our room. I let her be alone to blow off the steam she has. I didn't know that it got that upset.

She should know that whatever she does, does not need to upset her grandmother and that she'll be completely fine even if her grandma is really mad about it.

I knocked on the door and heard sobs at the other end,

I opened the door and saw Roxy sitting on the bed with her hands covering her eyes, I wrapped my arms around her waists. She needs me to be there for her and I will show her. Step 1, comfort her when she's crying.

"Babe, you'll be fine. You don't need to cry."

I said reassuring her,

"Louis... I just wish I had it easy."

I looked at her face which was covered in tears,

"If it was that easy, it would be boring."

I stated, she sniffed

"You don't get it Louis... I can't stop thinking of all the things she will be mad at me for... I just wish I could stop these voices in my head that keep torturing me!"

I understand how she felt, every once in a while I had those voices in my head too. Especially when it came to me not telling her how I felt. My sister had the same problem too... I GOT IT!

I lifted her chin with my index finger again,

"I know how to make you feel better."

She looked at me confused, I started tickling her stomach and she burst out into a laughter fit,

"Lou-Louis st-stop!"

She screamed,

"Not until you tell me that I'm the sexiest person on earth and that you would marry me instead of Ryan Reynolds!"

I said while viciously tickling her,

"NEVER! He-he's sexy"

I kept tickling her until she gave it up. It was amazing to see her smiling and not so upset.

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