What If? {Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 42 - Love Drunk and Numb

-Roxy's POV-

It has been officially four days since I last saw Louis. I stayed in Perrie's room and moped about him all day and all night long. I didn't have an appetite anymore. I need Jem right now!

I picked up my phone from the cabinet next to me and was about to call Jem when I saw a text from Louis. Curiosity took over the best of me as I immediately pressed on it.

From Louis: Roxy, please come back. We need to talk love

I rolled my eyes trying to keep the tears from escaping for the hundredth time these past few days,

I saw another text from Sage. Shit, I really need to go get her.

I walked out and saw Perrie sitting at the table with Zayn. It looks like they were talking about something, they got quiet when I entered the room.

"What's up?"

I said as I sat down across from Zayn and next to Perrie.

"Rox, I'm going to go stay with Louis until everything is sorted out so he doesn't do anything stupid."

I nodded as he handed me a mug full of green tea.

"You don't need to Zayn. He can take care of himself."

He always knew how to, I finished my sentence in my head.

"No Rox. Your staying with me."

Perrie said as she put her hand on mine for comfort. I literally shook my head and walked back into her room and plopped myself on her bed as I wrapped myself in the duvets and started to whimper. Why isn't Louis fighting for me? Is it really over for us?

I heard the door click open. I stayed there wrapped in warmth from my smelly clothes that I've been wearing since I got here.

"What would make you happy again?"

Perrie said as she obliviously sat down on the bed and started moving me back and forth,

"I want Louis back."

I whined as I plopped myself in her pillow.

"What else would make you feel better? We only have two weeks until we go into elite! Come on Rox."

I popped my head up and looked at her.

"I promised my best friend Sage that I would bring her up. Can we go get her?"

Perrie sighed and got up,

"Get yourself in that shower and give me your clothes. I'm gonna choose an outfit for you. After your done, then we'll go, ok?"

I cheered as I got up and ran to the bathroom. I'm finally getting my BFF down here with me!

-Louis POV-

I was at home missing Roxy desperately and regretting everything I've done. I realize that what I did was wrong. But I'm not that one who needs to apologize.

I heard a knock at the door and ran to it hoping Roxy was on the other side.

I opened the door and saw Zayn's smirk on his face with a garbage bag in his left hand as he walked in.

"I'm your new roommate until you work things out with Roxy."

I growled as I sat back down on the couch and just moped, letting all of my negative thoughts take over the good. All I felt was numb. The numbness completed my mood,

"Hey get up and let's go somewhere Louis boy."

I shook my head as I took a sip from my tenth hardcore beer bottle just today. Zayn swiped it out of my hand and ran to the sink and poured it down the drain.

"Noooooooooooooooooo!"

I yelled as I caught up to Zayn and watched the clear liquid evaporate into thin air. There was nothing left in that bottle.

"You know what stupid shit you do when you drink."

I shrugged my shoulders as I took another one out of the fridge and drank it in front Zayn. Taunting him. His eyes lit up as he swiped the bottle away from me again and poured it down the sink. Why was I letting him do this? Oh yeah, because I'm fucking hardcore drunk.

"Listen, Louis. I know that it's not right what Roxy did but this is no way to deal with it."

He said as he sat me down on my couch as he ran to my bathroom as he came back out with an Advil and some water.

"Zayn, I'm in love with her and she just keeps lying to me."

Zayn sighed as he plopped himself down on the couch as he arrogantly stated at me,

"Let's say that she will apologize to you... Would you take her back if she does so?"

I almost chocked on the glass of water as I swallowed down the large blue pill,

"Of course Zayn. 100%"

Zayn nodded as he drank one of my bottled glass pepsis.

"Then, stop drinking. You know that she lost her mother because of it. I don't think she would want to lose you because of it either."

I felt so dumbstruck, how could I be doing this to Roxy? We made a promise and I keep breaking it! She broke it too... So I guess we're even.

"Ok Zayn I'll go see her soon and apologize to her myself."

Before I could get up Zayn stopped me.

"We only have two days until Elite happens for our girls."

He patted my back as we both sat back down just enjoying my drunken state and trying to figure out how to unravel this big misunderstanding that's been happening for the past few weeks.

-Roxy's POV-

Perrie and I we're finally at the bus station waiting to see Sage pop up.

We looked around and noticed the blue trains going back and forth different ways as many different people of races and color and designed clothing walked off of them.

"Oh my god!"

I heard a familiar voice scream from behind us,

"Sage! Hey!"

I ran up to her and squeezed her as tightly as possible. I really missed her and in this moment of losing Louis. I really needed her.

"Hey! It took me so long to get here but I'm finally here!"

Perrie looked in between us,

"Oh, Sage this is my best girlfriend down here in Montreal. She is in little mix! It's Perrie Edwards!"

I exaggerated on how long I said Perrie's name as they hugged and nice to meet you's were thrown at each other.

"So, you know what I thought would be crazy for us to do today. Leigh-Anne, Jesy, Jade and I thought that it would be cool to die our hair an eccentric color. So? You girls up for it?"

Perrie asked as we looked at eachother,

"Hell yeah!"

Sage and I both shouted as we all laughed,

"Come on let's go."

Perrie said as we linked our hands together and ran on to our bus.

So I didn't feel great writing this chapter. I don't know I'm just really tired and shit like that but I have great news! I had to re-do my government history exam :( but I passed it with flying colours (90% percent peoples) and now I don't have to worry about that. Now I have to worry about signing up for cegep or a trade school or a college. MUAHHHHHHH! I'm tired of worrying about that! I also have to fill out my fucking passport information!!!! God have mercy! Sweet baby Jesus. Anyways! Thanks for the reads and votes! Damn there is a lot and I thank all of you so much for taking the time to read this story! I love you all!!!! So please, vote, comment, and keep reading because this saga is close to a finish. Stay strong lovelies xx