What If? {Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 4 - I Never Told You

-Roxy's POV-

I can't believe that Louis just found out my secret. He read my song book (which no one is allowed to do) and he read a lyric of one of my songs that I wrote when I self-harmed. Surprisingly, the song was about him.

I know I'm worrying over this, but the thought never came to mind until now,

"What the hell is he even doing here? He will leave and not care about what we talked about all throughout the day. He should leave right now and never talk to me again, like he did all throughout his high school years. That jerk."

I ran to the girls bathroom and cried for a little while, since I'm alone I'm allowed to, I heard the door open and tried to control my sobs,

"Roxy?"

I heard a high girly voice say,

I opened the door to see my best friend Kayla,

"I saw your 'ex love' out there and I saw you running in here crying, what did he do to you?"

She asked me with full of concern in her big brown eyes,

"He read something he wasn't supposed to, I didn't want him to find out. Out of all people!"

I half-debated with myself,

"You know what, let's get out of here and get you ready for english class."

She wiped a few of my tears away and squeezed me in a tight embrace. I've got to say that she really cares about me because she has always been there for me. Shes like a sister to me.

She grabbed my hand and we walked out of the bathroom and there was Louis standing there, waiting for me,

"Roxy, we need to talk-"

I cut him off,

"No we don't, like I said before. Have a good life, Louis."

I said and Kayla held me until we got to my locker upstairs. It sucks that he'll never know how crazy he's made me think I am.

-Louis' POV-

It all made sense now, the bandages that she always had on her wrists last year. The long sweaters. The blood stains... She was hiding this for too long. The only question in my mind was what was triggering her to do such a thing to herself? Why didn't I say anything about it? Why couldn't I help her... Why didn't I help her?

I went upstairs and saw Mr.Bass,

"Hey Louis, long time no see! How is Cegep?"

He asked me in his calm and collective tone,

"Pretty good, I'm just visiting for the day."

He held his acoustic guitar and shook his head in a rock n' roll way.

"Thats cool, skipping cegep is awesome! I wanted to become a scientist, but I was never there so I decided to settle for teaching english! Don't get into drug dealing like me man, it can do things to ya."

I laughed, I missed Mr.Bass, he was such a funny english teacher.

"Do you have a class right now?"

I asked him curiously,

"Yeah, I've got half of the Sec 5, if you wanna join in."

I nodded my head,

"Yeah, thanks."

He replied,

"No problem dude!"

And walked away to his class fashionably.

I hope that half of the Sec 5 had Roxy in it was the only thing that crossed my mind when I was walking to the class.

Now re-reading this, "Mr. Bass" real name won't be revealed. But I need to give a dedication to him. Seriously, he's helped me through my writing and fun ways of doing tasks in English class. I'm going to miss him so much. You we're such a great teacher. I'm going to miss you so much sir. English will never be the same without you once I'm in college!!! Why can't I go to high school forever!!!!?!? Stay strong lovelies xx.