Chapter 28 - The Way

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-Louis POV-

On our way back home, Zayn and Perrie got hungry so we stopped at the drug store that we just saw. I let them go in and get some stuff as I stayed here in the car and moped about Roxy.... Why would Eleanor ruin my first real love? She doesn't want me to be happy. I can't be happy or sad without her ruining everything for me.

Zayn and Perrie came back with chips and root beer, I went back to the drivers seat as they pigged out in the back,

"Are you sure you don't want anything Lou?"

I shook my head,

"No thanks Perrie."

I said as I started up the car and drove back home... Without Roxy.

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I dropped Zayn and Perrie off at their apartment and drove back home, I kept driving and noticed some one walking on the side of the street with no jacket or anything. I pulled over and looked at the person.

"Excuse me. Miss or sir?"

The person turned around to face me they looked terrified,

"Excuse me. Do you need-"

"Louis?"

The person asked me, her voice sounded like Roxy.....

"Yeah, that's me."

I said and smiled,

"Louis, You need to rescue me!"

She shouted

"Uhm, your not Roxy."

I said in disbelief,

"I am Roxanne Dianne. The girl of your dreams. Why aren't you coming to save me? Oh that's right, it's because I'm dead and now only you can see me."

She said as she got closer to me,

"Now I need to tell you the truth since I'm dead. I always thought you were the one for me. I always daydreamed about what we could be. I cut myself for you. I realized when I was down in that basement that you will never truly love me for me because you were never there for me when I need you the most, even if you try, you'll never understand.... So I killed myself. There was no more hope for me. There was no more hope for what I thought we could be. I've loved you for an eternity, and I will love you forever until I awaken again."

She took off her hoodie and her eyes were glowing a light blue colour like an angels eyes,

"I will always love you. It just wasn't meant to be."

I saw a huge cloud behind her appear out of nowhere, she walked into it and disappeared out of thin air,

"Roxy!!!! Roxy come back!!! I can try to show you how much I love you but that isn't enough!"

Tears started to roll down my face, I never knew that Roxy felt that way about me. I should have been there for her. I know that I'm trying now but she's right, it makes no difference. It made a difference when I thought about my future. I wanted her in it and now that she's not. I need to be with her up there.

I walked across the street to my car. I went as fast as I could down the root and looked around for a forest. Before I knew it, I saw someone's head lights and Roxy behind the car dressed in full white smiling at me. I'm coming Roxy.

POOF!

I woke up and looked around me, I was in the backseat of a car... My car... Where the hell was I?

I got out of the car and saw Perrie and Zayn run out and get in the car, Perrie got in the drivers seat and started driving off,

"Where are we?"

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