What If? {Louis Tomlinson Fan Fic}

Chapter 19 - Over Again

-Louis POV-

I couldn't believe that I couldn't tell Roxy why I chose Eleanor over her... Then she sees me with Eleanor and my heart completely stopped beating altogether. She's the one I want to be with... But I can't...

Why can't I? Eleanor knew a big secret that I didn't want Roxy to know and to keep Eleanor's mouth shut, I had to chose her.

"Lou, it's ok. You love me."

She whispered as she pulled me closer to her,

"So Liam, how did you like the movie?"

I asked him as we walked back to the chocolate store,

"It was very good, but chick flicks are really not my thing. I just wish Niall and Roxy could of came but with all of the commotion that's been going on lately..."

He said without saying anything else, obviously not trying to insult Eleanor. Liam's a good guy.

"Well, Niall could have came if he wanted to."

Eleanor said with a bitter voice,

"He doesn't need to tag along that skank."

She spat out,

"That 'skank' beat the crap out of you. I would watch what you say, babe."

My eyes widened as the words came out of my Liam's mouth. Eleanor's phone rang and she answered it and I completely ignored what she was saying,

"I've gotta go baby, I'll see you tonight."

She said and winked as she ran away practically leaving me and Liam to walk around the crowded mall,

"Why did you chose her, Louis?"

Liam asked me obviously hurt from my decision,

"I had no other choice Liam. She can ruin my reputation in a snap of her fingers and she could go to my parents and tell them about my drinking problem. She can also tell them about what I've done to Roxy and they could take me away from everything."

The words came out of me like an opened bottle of frustration.

"Louis, your 18. They can't take you away from your home!"

Liam protested,

"You don't get it Liam. I told them I proposed to Eleanor because I got her pregnant."

Liam's jaw dropped,

"Eleanor is pregnant?"

I let a few tears slip out of my eyes. Why did I drink so much and let Roxy down. I'm going to be a father of a bitches baby. I am so disappointed in myself. I can't believe it.

"I need to talk to Roxy."

I blurted out, Liam put his hand on my shoulder,

"I don't think it's the right time-"

"I don't care Liam. Do you know where she is?"

Liam looked at his phone and back up to me,

"I don't know if I can tell you.."

He said reluctantly,

"Come on Liam. I won't hurt her!"

I almost yelled at him and he didn't answer me.

"Fine, I'll find out where she is myself."

I said and walked away from Liam.

-Roxy's POV-