Returning To Neverland

Chapter Thirty-Eight

Kim's POV

I walk away from Pan and start crying. I hate that I hurt him like that but, I had no control over what I was saying. It was like Maya was controlling me. I sit up against a tree and try to hold the sobs in but, they just get louder. "You ok?" Slightly, one of the lost boys said. "Yeah, I'm fine. It's just that me and Pan had an argument." "Who's fault was it?" He asked. Slightly is pretty much the Neverland therapist. You can go to him about any problem and he can tell you a solution. "It was mine." He looked at me, confused. "How was it yours. All of Pan's  ex girlfriends said that it was always his fault." I look down "Well, there's a first time for everything." Then a question came to mind. How many girlfriends did Pan have before me? I ignore the question inside my head. "What happened?" "Well, we weren't really arguing and what happened was he came to me and I turned away for some reason. I don't know why I turned away from him. I did that all day to him. But, the last time I did it he grabbed my arm and started  talking to me and asked me what was wrong when, I didn't know." "So, what did he think was wrong with you?" I shrug "I don't know, you would have to ask him yourself." He nods then looks confused. "Wait, you said it was like you had no control over yourself?" I nod. I tell him about everything and what I think is happening to me. He walked off after that and I sat for a while before getting up and walking back to camp.