Simon has had feeling for Josh for the longest time.
Josh is in love with his girlfriend Freya and wants to propose to her.
Simon helps his friend and slowly Josh starts to have feelings for Simon.
Josh ends up having to pick between Simon and Fr...
"Josh? I'm sorry I should've never kissed you, please open the door Josh. Please." Simon said outside of my door.
I just put my back to the door and slowly slid down feeling tears go down my cheek.
When Simon and I first met, I had feelings towards him. More than friends feelings. I knew there was something different about him, I was just never sure. I told Tobi and he told me to get over it. The crush got worse and worse. I was still with Freya and I wasn't happy. We were fighting constantly and then she brought up Simon. She yelled at me and cried. We ended up not talking for weeks. I felt so bad. I started to hate myself and who I was. I decided to move into the sidemen house thinking that things were going to get better, but they didn't. I just put on an act and pretended to be happy. But inside I was breaking. I guess the fact that I hurt Freya and if Simon found out that I would lose him, was what killed me on the inside.
I can't let this get to me this time.
"It's, it's fine Simon, I just need time." I said as I heard him slide down the door.
"I'm not leaving." He said I could hear him start to cry.
I felt my heart start to break on the inside. You can't do this Simon. You just can't.
"Simon, please, I just need a little time. Then I'll come down and we will record your's and Tobi's videos." I said as he then got up.
"Just promise me that you with come down." He said making me smile and laugh a little under my breath.
"Yes Simon, I promise." I said as I heard him go down the stairs.
I got up and went to sit down at my computer. I saw that Freya wanted to talk to me so I decided on answering the call.
"Hey, what's up?" I said wiping away my tears.
"I was wondering what- were you crying?" She said as she looked up from one of the books.
"It's nothing, just stupid things. What were you going to ask?" I said as she just smiled.
"Are you sure you are okay?" She asked as I just nodded, "I was wondering what flowers you were thinking?"
The whole entire conversation ended up just being about the wedding. It helped calm me down. Freya is always there for me. I can't let her find out about the kiss.
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I went downstairs and walked into the kitchen where Simon and Tobi were sitting.
"I'm sorry Josh, I was way out of line." Simon said as I just shook it off.
"It's fine. I overreacted. It was just a stupid dare. I don't think I am going to add if that is okay with you guys." They both nodded and Simon looked a little upset.
We all just moved on and decided to record the other videos. We ended up having a lot of fun and decided to go out to eat.
"Do you guys mind if I invite Liam, I think you guys would really like him." Simon said as I just looked at Tobi and Tobi nodded.
"That's fine." I said getting the jealous feeling but pushing it off.
Stop Josh, if you are going to get over Simon you have to support him.
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We got to the restaurant and sat down waiting for Liam to get there. It was a pretty fancy restaurant so we were all wearing polos. Liam walked in and Simon waved him over.
"Hi." Liam said as Simon got up and kissed him on the cheek.
We both just waved our hands as he sat across from me.
"So what did you guys do today?" He asked as I looked at Simon and Simon looked at me.
"Nothing much, just some videos." Tobi said as he saw Simon and I freeze.
"Oh, nice, I'm guessing you are Tobi?" He said making Tobi and I laugh, "I only say that because Simon says that you like to wear snapbacks."
We both stopped laughing and just nodded.
"Yes, I'm Tobi." Tobi said as Liam just looked down.
"Woah, we were laughing because we realized that Simon never introduced Tobi to you." I said trying to make him feel less awkward.
"Yeah, I'm stupid." Simon said making us both laugh and so did Liam.
We ended up having a really good time. Liam was nice, but I knew Simon could do better. Simon deserves so much more.
"So, are you excited for your wedding?" Liam asked because we were on the topic of how Simon and Tobi were my best men.
"Yeah, of course I am. I love Freya and I am overjoyed to be married to her." I said as he smiled.
"Maybe we could go on a double date, you know Simon and I and then you and Freya?" He said as I just nodded.
"Yeah, maybe, I just have to see if Freya would be okay with that." I said as Simon just gave me an awkward smile.
"What do you think about that babe?" Liam said asking Simon.
Did he just call him babe, like seriously?!
"Yeah, I like the idea." Simon said smiling as Liam kissed him on the cheek.
We then ended up paying the bill and went outside to say goodbye to Liam.
Simon walked Liam to his car as Tobi and I got into mine.
"Did he seriously call him babe?" I asked making Tobi laugh.
"Yeah, he actually called him babe." Tobi said in between laughs as we both just laughed so much.
"Why are you guys laughing?" Simon said as he opened the door.
"Nothing." Tobi and I said in sync as we stopped laughing.
"You don't like him. I thought you guys would. It's fine. You don't have to go on the double date with me and him and you don't have to pretend like you actually like him." Simon said as he opened his door back up.
"Where are you going?" I asked as Simon got out.
"To Liam's. He asked me to and you know what I'd rather spend time with him then you two." He said as I go up and out of the car.
"Simon, we like Liam, we just found it weird that he called you babe. I'm sorry Simon." I said grabbing his wrist.
"No, I see the way you look whenever I bring up Liam. I get it. You don't like him, at least try and support me." He said as he walked across the parking lot.
I then saw a car come over as I pushed him out of the way.
"Josh!!" Was all I heard when everything started to black out.
~~~~~~~~~ A/N: so yeah, that just happened. How do you guys feel? At first when I came up with this idea, I didn't think that this was going to occur, but I like the idea. So yeah. Anyway, I hope you guys are enjoying this book as much as I am.
Also I got my hair done and I actually really like it.
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What do you think? Don't mind the awkward smile, that's just me. So yeah, 😂😂, I'm really awkward. But I like it. It is different than before. But yeah.
