The Choice -minizerk AU-

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Josh's P.O.V.

I woke up to see Simon sleeping. He had tear stains all over his cheek. Everything hurt so much. I felt like I was going to die. Luckily Simon was there. What am I suppose to do? I just want to get over him. I don't want this anymore.

He slowly woke up and right when he saw me he gave a weak smile. I took off the gas mask to speak.

"What happened?" I asked sitting up.

"What are you doing get back down, I'm fine." He said trying to take care of me but I didn't allow him to.

"No Simon, you've taken care of me enough already. Why are you crying?" I asked as he looked up with his mesmerizing blue eyes.

"Liam broke up with me, he went into your room to grab the sweatshirt and you had the kiss, this between us on your screen. He watched the video and told me the kiss was for two full minutes." He said as I felt my heart skip a beat, "Why were you watching that part?"

"I was editing and I knew I had to get rid of that part." I said rubbing the back of my neck feeling myself start to put on a sweat.

"Why did you allow the kiss to go on for two minutes?" He asked as I came up with an answer as quick as I could.

"We were both drunk." I said as he nodded.

"You wouldn't have reacted so quickly. You aren't telling me something. This is why you've been ignoring me for these last four months." He said as I shook my head.

"That's not true." I said as the doctor came in saving me.

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I ended up getting discharged and the drive home was incredibly uncomfortable. It was completely silent. We both didn't know what to say. Obviously this was bothering him more than I thought it would. I just don't understand why.

We got into the house and he grabbed my arm pulling me into my room. He shoved me against the door and started to kiss him.

I knew it was wrong but it just felt so right. He kept on pressing against me as the kisses became more passionate and full of life. I kept on fight for his opening for me to stick my tongue through and he finally accepted. We played with our tongues back and forth as I pulled away lifting up his shirt as he did the same with mine. I started to kiss his neck leaving small marks.

"Josh." I heard Simon moan as I pulled away and put my finger to his lips.

"Shh, the other guys will hear." I said as he just smiled and kissed me even harder.

He then broke the kiss and started to kiss my neck making me moan. I grabbed him by the butt lifting him up and pulling him on the bed taking full dominance. I started to kiss him over and over and over again. Ever kiss getting more passionate than the other. I started to untie his knot on his sweatpants and slowly pulled them down. I looked down to see his bulge coming through his pants making me feel the same way. He then helped me take off my pants leaving us in our underwear.

"Are we actually doing this?" He asked as I nodded and kissed him on the neck going deeper than the others.

I sucked on his neck as he grabbed a condom from my side draw. He then slowly slipped down my boxers revealing my bulge as I did the same to him.

He slowly put on the condom as he then stuck two of his fingers up my bum making me gasp as he tried to open up my bum. I felt myself go weak as I just wanted him to go inside. He then finished and lubed up his condom and slowly put his length into me as he started to move his hips back and forth.

"Simon, I, I, can't go much longer." I said as he grabbed my length and started to go with the rhythm of my humping.

I slowly then gummed as his length went soft and he pulled out. I fell onto my back out of breath as I looked at the boy who I just had sex with.  He looked at me with his beautiful blue eyes and at that moment everything felt perfect. He got up and put on his boxer as I put mine on.

I got out of the bed as he then just pushed me back onto the bed.

"Explain yourself." He said as I had no entire clue of what I could possibly say.

"I, I, I love you." I said as he just sat on top of me shocked.

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A/N: umm, yeah, so that just happened. I was kind of just writing and then all of the sudden I just felt the urge to write smut. I always kind of promised myself that I wouldn't write like actual smut on Wattpad, looks like I broke that promise. Sorry if it isn't that good and I messed up, I'm like really innocent. Even more innocent then Vik and he is beyond innocent. So yeah, I hope you enjoyed either way. Bye!