The Choice -minizerk AU-

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Josh's P.O.V.

It's been about a week since Simon and I kissed and told each other how much we loved each other. Nothing has happened though, we just went back to our normal lives as if nothing ever happened.

After the kiss we both walked back in as everyone smiled and hugged us. We all decided to go out to Nando's to celebrate me being back home. Ever since then we both stopped talking and the only time we did talk was when we were about to record. Other than that we barely even looked at each other.

I sat down at my desk grabbing my phone and text Tobi, unsure of what to think and needing guidance.

ZRK: hey

Tabi 🐈: what's up?

ZRK: so you know how Simon and I kissed?

Tabi 🐈: yeah I was there

ZRK: well ever since the kiss things have just gone back to normal almost like nothing ever happened

Tabi 🐈: has Simon said anything to you

ZRK: not really did I do something wrong?

Tabi 🐈: you did nothing wrong you just have to talk to him

I got up out of my chair and opened the door to be met by Simon.

"I've been ignoring you, and it's not that I don't love you or that I don't want to be with you, it's that I'm afraid of losing you. I don't want to know what it would be like to not have you in my life." He said as tears start to swell up in his eyes.

I grabbed his hands and brought him inside of my room as we sat down on my bed. I cupped his cheek and looked him straight in the eyes.

"You could never lose me. I will always be here for you. I am never going to leave you ever again. I don't want to lose you and I would do anything to be with you." I said as the tears started to fall down his cheek.

I pulled him in as I felt the tears go in to my shirt. I didn't care, all I cared about was Simon in that moment in time.

"Why don't we do something special? Just the two of us. No one else. We get away from social media and all of our friends and even family." I suggest as he looked up at me with his precious blue eyes and smiled.

"That sounds absolutely amazing." He said hugging me once again as I held onto him even tighter.

"I love you Simon." I said as he looked up at me and kissed me.

As we pulled away he kept his head on my forehead as we looked into each other's eyes.

"I love you too Josh."

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A/N: I know it's short and I know that it has been a while since I've uploaded and I'm sorry. I'm really sorry about that. My head has lost every bit of creativity and romance and I am completely lost. I've literally just been in my room watching YouTube, Josh's streams and Netflix trying to find a creative spark. I know this isn't the best chapter, but I promise the next one will be twice as long and so much better. So yeah, sorry about the lack of uploads. Bye!