Simon's P.O.V.
I sat in the kitchen looking at pictures on Twitter of Josh and Freya at their new flat.
"Hey, how are you doing?" Ethan asked as he sat down next to me.
"I'm okay, I'm sorry about before. I guess I didn't think that it was actually going to happen. I didn't think that he was going to leave." I said making Ethan laugh.
"I don't think any of us did. But do you want to explain why you broke down like that?" He said as I nodded and we went into the living room where everyone else was waiting.
"Hey! There he is." Calfreezy said as I walked in front of everyone.
"So about what happened before, when Josh left I didn't think that he was actually going to leave and the reason why I had freaked out so much, was, well, because. I'm in love with Josh. I have been since the moment I first saw him. He make me go all crazy and I don't know why and I guess I never thought that he was actually going to get married to Freya. I know I'm stupid and naive and I know he is straight, but I guess there was always that sliver of hope that he might actually like me." I said as they all started to laugh.
"You make it out like we didn't know this. Everyone knows you and Josh have a thing for each other." Harry said laughing.
"Look, I don't think any of us were really expecting Josh to leave either, we also didn't think that he was going to marry Freya. We see the way he looks at you. The way you guys act around each other. It's all so obvious. I just thought that you guys didn't want to date because you were too afraid of loosing your guys friendship." Vik said as I nodded.
"You mean, Josh has liked me this whole time?!" I said shocked and confused.
"Yes, he has, but I thought it would be best." Tobi said as I just gave him a look.
"So when he freaked out about the kiss, you mean that he actually likes me?!" I said as they all nodded.
I felt so stupid and oblivious to everything. I went upstairs into my bedroom unsure of what to do. Everyone was calling me but all I could think about was how much I fucked up.
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A/N: so this was short but I am posting another chapter of Josh's P.O.V. So yeah, I guess that's it. Bye!
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The Choice -minizerk AU-
FanfictionSimon has had feeling for Josh for the longest time. Josh is in love with his girlfriend Freya and wants to propose to her. Simon helps his friend and slowly Josh starts to have feelings for Simon. Josh ends up having to pick between Simon and Fr...
