The Choice -minizerk AU-

36

Simon's P.O.V.

Today Josh and I are taking a four hour trip to Leeds to share the news to my parents. I am really scared, but also excited. I feel like they will have a good reaction, I'm just scared that Nick won't.

Nick always wants what is best for me. He's my brother. He's been there through everything with me. My oldest brother hasn't gone through the things my brother and I have been through. Nick and I have always been closer and I think that's always just because we were closer in age. I just know that Nick is going to be hesitant of Josh and question if he really is the right one for me. But I know he is, so I shouldn't be scared. Josh is my one and only. The one person I want to spend the rest of my life. There is no doubt to that.

"You know what, I'm ready. I'm ready for whatever my parents, my brothers, your parents or even our fans have to say. I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I know that you are the one person I want to hold when I'm scared or just happy. I know that I want to be there for you when you need help most. I don't care what happens as long as I'm with you." I said as Josh looked at me as the light turned red.

I saw a tear roll down his cheeks as his eyes started to fill up with tears.

"I love you Simon, you know that right?" He said as I nodded and started to cry myself.

We were both humongous wrecks, but we were happy and we're together. That is what counted.

"I love more than you can imagine." I said as the light turned green and he wiped his tears and started to drive again.

"I want our wedding to be small. I don't want to make a big thing out of it. I don't want to have to waist time planning things, while I know that the day will be perfect no matter what." Josh said making me smile.

"That sounds perfect with me." I said as he turned his head and smiled.

I felt my hand get warm and shocks go up and down my spine. I looked down to see his hand on top of mine. God am I lucky.

~~~~~~~~

We pulled up to the drive way as Josh stopped the car.

"Wait, before we go in, I want to say something," I said as Josh nodded and looked at me, "I want to say that no matter what they say or do, no matter what happens good or bad, I love you and I will never stop loving you. What we did in Napa I will never regret, proposing to you is the best decision I've ever made in my whole entire life, and loving you is the best thing that I have done."

He kissed me on the cheek and just smiled.

"I already know each and every single one of those things. That is why I don't have to tell you, because I know you already know I feel the same way." He said as he cupped my cheek.

I felt myself get all teary, but I just sniffed and wiped my tears.

"Come on, let's go see my parents." I said as he smiled and got out of the car.

We only pack one suitcase each, because that is really all we needed. We walked up to the door as Josh locked the car. I knocked my normal knock signifying that it was me. I slowly heard the door open as I saw my mums humongous smile.

"Oh my god, sweetheart." She said as she hugged me and kissed me on the cheeks.

My dad then came over and hugged me with his humongous bear hug.

"Josh, we weren't expecting to see you." My mom said as he smiled.

"Well, Simon and I have a surprise." He said as she smiled and gave him a hug.

My mom loves all of the guys but she especially loves Josh. I think that is because he is so mature and cares so much about me and the rest of the guys.

"Well, we were just about to have dinner if you would like to join." My dad said as I nodded excited to have my mums home cooked meal.

"That sounds delightful. We are starving." Josh said as my dad laughed and patted his back.

We all walked into the living room. My dad sitting at the end, me sitting to the right of him, my mom sitting across and Josh sitting right next to me.

We all dug in to the meal as we started to talk.

"So what is the big surprise boys?" My dad asked as I looked up from the delicious meal and looked at Josh.

"Is Nick or James here?" I asked (a/n: I don't know his other brothers name, so I put James, if you do know I'll fix it.)

"Nick is out right at the moment, but he'll be home in a little." My mum said as I nodded.

"I would like to wait till he gets home and then we can talk." I said as they both nodded.

"What ever is better for you two." My dad said as I looked at Josh and he smiled.

We all went on with our meals and my parents started to tell Josh stories about my childhood and it all made me uncomfortable. The only part that made it okay was hearing Josh laugh.

~~~~~~

We had finally finished eating dinner so Josh and I decided to go up to my room and unpack. Since we didn't have a spare room Josh was staying in my room, which made it easier for us.

"So, how do you exactly want to bring it about?" Josh asked as he unpacked his pajamas.

I sat on my bed and pondered ideas.

"I think that I just want to sit them down and just tell them. Tell them our story and tell them that we are engaged." I said as Josh nodded.

"You don't want to ease them in?" He asked as I shook my head no.

"I feel like this way just makes it easier." I said as he laid down on top of my put his head on my chest.

I started to slowly make circles on his arm as we watched some Netflix and enjoyed each other's company.

~~~~~~~~
A/N: I've been so into writing lately that I can't help but to pause a video and just start typing. Everywhere I go I'm pretty much typing. It's kind of funny. I hope you guys are enjoying the amount of chapters going out. But yeah, I'm going to be doing the sequel, you don't have to read it if you don't want to. But I will say this, I'm going to leave this book off on a cliffhanger so if you don't want to be on edge, than you are going to have to read the sequel. So yeah, bye!